depression
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Sure Successes
I am always perfectly capable of being impractical and imperfect. If there’s ever been anything that I’ve been consistent with – it’s never completing anything. I have several totes filled with incomplete ideas; and lots of sketchpads full of unfinished art. I’m still staring at the manuscript for a novel I originally published in 2013.… Continue reading
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Balanced But Askew
Sometimes… I feel like I’m being punished for being honest. When I get asked: “How have you been?” and I have a rotten weekend, what am I supposed to say? “Oh, fine. Do not worry; everything was fine. I absolutely had no problems.” That’s not at all correct. I had so much anxiety rise up… Continue reading
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Bitter Pills
Bitter Pills I can never seem to escape the drumming or ticking in my head. I was struck recently at how fast time is passing. Is it because I’m sleeping more? Am I more distracted? What is it? My mornings are usually so full that when night approaches, most of what I can do involves… Continue reading
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Why Do I Do This To Myself?
Did you know that this blog has narration? Click here to listen to Miss Lyst’s Murmurings! I’m also on Spotify! I don’t want to ever be accused of saying that I can see ahead, but in this case… I knew that the high had a low. What goes up must eventually come down, right? For… Continue reading
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Bubbles
Did you know that this blog has narration? Tune in to listen to Miss Lyst’s Murmurings! I’m also on Spotify! Time: 12:58AM Mood: Energetic Music: Celine Dion – Water From The Moon For the last day and a half, I’ve felt an underlying sensation of elation. I’m not sure why. I’m conflicted to one extent.… Continue reading
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Why would I make a blog on WordPress of all places?
Did you know that this blog is narrated? Click here to listen in! I can also be heard on Spotify! Hey. It’s 12:36AM. I wanted to discuss why I ever thought that starting a blog on WordPress was a good idea. I’ve mentioned before that I’m not new to blogging. It’s true. Years ago, I… Continue reading
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My “Minor” Pains…
Pressure… So much discomfort. I’m not sure most of the time, which place hurts the most. I have so much damage to my joints. My back is worse than I ever thought it could be. Things are so worn down. Depression can weigh you down, true, but so does your own body. Especially when it’s… Continue reading