death
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Letters To My Mom – We All Cope Different Ways
Hey, There are so many things I wanted to say. I do say some of it now, but it’s all in my head and to myself. I still miss you so much. And talking to myself… it’s not the same as talking to you. I know what the real state of the dead is… that Continue reading
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Sorrowful Torment
One of my close friends died today. I am not sure what else I can say beyond that. I am grateful that she is not suffering anymore, but it does not make her loss any less painful. Thankfully, she can rest in peace now. Without being so sick and in pain all the time. I Continue reading
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Vengeance Of Perfection
Today my aunt’s dog died. And I couldn’t be more furious with her. How do I even begin this one? It’s a lot to unpack. I told my father today that I’m sorry he lost his friend. Last year, when I found out that one of my cats was dying from cancer, they found out Continue reading
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In Short
Can’t say too much really. My day has been exhausting. I found out that one of my friends just lost her brother. Then, I ended up attending a memorial service for another friend’s sister. Today. After the service, we found out that another memorial service was coming right behind that one, and I left. I Continue reading
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Dust
I’m trying to put words to how I feel right now. When I feel depressed, I would always go into what I call “death spirals” depending on the severity. My medication was stepped down a dose… and yet… I hurt, but not as much as I could. I lost a very good friend last month… Continue reading
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