day to day
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…I’mTryingHardToRemember…
This question sort of vexes me. I bought my old washer and dryer, but those were two items. I didn’t buy my guitar, but I did buy my laptops. So… If I think hard on it, the single most expensive personal thing I’ve bought is my gaming computer. Ironic… I bought it to play the… Continue reading
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Time Keeps On Slippin’… Slippin’… Slippin’
I do, but time isn’t some random thing that anyone can grab. Time cannot be stopped. Time cannot be contained. Time cannot be collected. No matter what goes on, time will keep marching on. Time can be wasted. Time can be lost. Time can be stolen. As much as I would like “just a little… Continue reading
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Moo
I’m tired. I feel drained. But this chair is so comfortable… I want to play with my farm simulator. Unfortunately… whatever I would do today chore-wise? Got no energy. Had physical and occupational therapy today. … and now I’m watching “Brit Cops,” where the officers have just encountered a deranged man who is only dressed… Continue reading
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Oooh IF Only…
For as long as I can remember, I wanted to be a published author. Well, I’ve accomplished that. Didn’t make much money at all. Second wish would have been to be a photographer or an artist. Can’t ever be a professional musician either. Not as a singer. Not as a percussionist. Not as a pianist.… Continue reading
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Endless
If you could have one thing, what would it be and why? In the past, I would have said “if only I could go back…” But going back is a waste of time. The strongest memories we tend to have are the negative ones, aren’t they? The problem with our minds is that over time,… Continue reading
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Frustration Alley Parkway
Cleaning. Lots of it today. Been watching Aurikatariina videos on YouTube. I want to charge through the rest. But let’s be frank… I worked in my bedroom for half an hour… and likely need another half hour to get it to where I used to keep it. I haven’t played my farm game in days… Continue reading
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Much More Than This
I made up a personal goal for myself to better maintain my home. What makes it difficult is the increasing pain in my back and knees. I’m not doing the best with getting adequate sleep either, so it’s throwing off my medicine schedule. The medicine schedule being off throws off the energy and motivation I… Continue reading
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It’s An Every/Other Day Thing
I am very shy and uncomfortable around others–in person. Because I have hearing problems, I miss a large chunk of what people are saying in front of me if they turn away. … or if I’m over two feet away. Sometimes, I have problems understanding on the phone too. Now that I have worsening memory… Continue reading
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Do We Have The Time?
I could AGAIN… pay more attention to food prep. I really enjoy doing it, even though it’s exhausting. Convince myself that I’m not selfish for wanting time away from my family for my own sanity. – Sometimes leaving your family behind is the best decision you can make. Get used to my own voice and… Continue reading
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…So Many Ways…
You feel so good for putting in your best efforts. Seeing the results in real time justs… It’s hard to describe really. It’s a pride thing really. I have several medical impediments that restrain what I can do physically as well as mentally. So, when I put in serious effort to do things around the… Continue reading
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