day to day
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Oooh IF Only…
For as long as I can remember, I wanted to be a published author. Well, I’ve accomplished that. Didn’t make much money at all. Second wish would have been to be a photographer or an artist. Can’t ever be a professional musician either. Not as a singer. Not as a percussionist. Not as a pianist. Continue reading
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Endless
If you could have one thing, what would it be and why? In the past, I would have said “if only I could go back…” But going back is a waste of time. The strongest memories we tend to have are the negative ones, aren’t they? The problem with our minds is that over time, Continue reading
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Frustration Alley Parkway
Cleaning. Lots of it today. Been watching Aurikatariina videos on YouTube. I want to charge through the rest. But let’s be frank… I worked in my bedroom for half an hour… and likely need another half hour to get it to where I used to keep it. I haven’t played my farm game in days Continue reading
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Much More Than This
I made up a personal goal for myself to better maintain my home. What makes it difficult is the increasing pain in my back and knees. I’m not doing the best with getting adequate sleep either, so it’s throwing off my medicine schedule. The medicine schedule being off throws off the energy and motivation I Continue reading
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It’s An Every/Other Day Thing
I am very shy and uncomfortable around others–in person. Because I have hearing problems, I miss a large chunk of what people are saying in front of me if they turn away. … or if I’m over two feet away. Sometimes, I have problems understanding on the phone too. Now that I have worsening memory Continue reading
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Do We Have The Time?
I could AGAIN… pay more attention to food prep. I really enjoy doing it, even though it’s exhausting. Convince myself that I’m not selfish for wanting time away from my family for my own sanity. – Sometimes leaving your family behind is the best decision you can make. Get used to my own voice and Continue reading
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…So Many Ways…
You feel so good for putting in your best efforts. Seeing the results in real time justs… It’s hard to describe really. It’s a pride thing really. I have several medical impediments that restrain what I can do physically as well as mentally. So, when I put in serious effort to do things around the Continue reading
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Good Question
I hate to admit this, but I’m not sure. What my full heritage is… well that’s unknown. We never did anything special or ate anything special on my mom’s side. I know nothing about my culture at all. I see things online, but I was never formally introduced to anything. Also, someone in my dad’s Continue reading
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Is This A Short List?
For ginger chews: Prince of Peace For Vacuums: Black & Decker, Dyson and Shark Carpet Cleaner: Bissel Used to be KMart where I bought my steel-toed sneakers. Now: Sketchers Kitchen Blenders/Food Processors: Hamilton Beach and Cuisinart Cooked Food Storage: Rubbermaid Backpacks (Main, before I had to adjust everything…): Swiss Gear. Currently using oPage. Also used Continue reading
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It’s Not Much Really
I used to have “youthful” energy. I’m still young though… but that energy is long gone. Now, the main source of energy I receive is from the black tea I drink… Which has to be ingested apart from my medication. I found out that ingesting that and my antidepressant could lead to a seizure. … Continue reading