dailyprompt
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And sImS…
I absolutely love writing, been doing it for over three decades, but in terms of losing oneself… I’d have to say that happens when I play the Sims 4. I have in mind what I want my sims to do, but I like to play through the weeks with them. ~J. Lyst I also can… Continue reading
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It’s Always About The 6
“My 600lb Life,” and “My 600lb Life – Where Are They Now?” Since I have an issue with food myself. I can overeat… a lot. I also eat fast, but have been trying to slow down for the longest time now. Starting to get better at it. So… I make my meal, try to make… Continue reading
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Uhh… Hahaha! Ohh dear…
Soo… my middle name is actually “Aurelia,” which means “the golden one.” Now that’s hilarious because my mother argued with different family members that I was the golden child and the chosen one… She was very competitive with me. My early relationship with her was more like siblings who hated each other. Literally. It didn’t… Continue reading
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Is This Early?
That I wasn’t completely out of my mind, just sick from two different mental illnesses that parallel each other, then collide over and over again. Or maybe I am out of my mind… Sometimes, I feel like a stranger in my body. I probably need to talk to my psychiatrist again about that. https://healthmatters.nyp.org/understanding-difference-bipolar-borderline-personality-disorder I… Continue reading
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It Really Hurts
There’s a slew of them asked by different people, but all tied to a single theme. “Are you pregnant?” “Have you ever been pregnant?” “Are you planning to get pregnant?” “Do you have any children?” “Do you want to have children someday?” Doctor’s visits, meeting new people… It just goes on and on. I used… Continue reading
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The End Of The Good Times
This all depends. Are we talking about the Erikson model of life stages? If so, I’d say that I miss Intimacy vs Isolation. Also known as young adulthood. I know that I’m not an old adult by any means, but I feel like I’m crouched right on the edge of middle age. Though I… Continue reading
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I’ve Thought Of This Often
There’s so much more I wish I could tell my teenage self… But that’s not possible. I’m just glad I made it out of my teens before I did something really harmful to myself. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Break Off the Z’s
I need a break from constantly bring tired. It doesn’t matter how long I’ve slept. 8 hours, 9 hours, 12 hours I’ve slept in a day… I’m still bone tired within 2 hours and want to go back to bed. So yeah. Need a break from THAT. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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So Simple, Yet So Sad
I wake up with minimal pain, am able to eat and drink without a problem. Am able to take my meds on time and don’t choke on them. I can be happy that I did not hear one ambulance or police car racing down the street, sirens blasting. There are no news reports of anyone… Continue reading