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Unsteady
I was unaware that there’s a strange half-life or 75% or summat for my mood stabilizer. The antidepressant is extended release, but the mood stabilizer? No. So the doctor said it’s a possibility that I’m as off-kilter as I am due to unregulated medication uses. Struggling to maintain some sense of order in my life Continue reading
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A Long Drive, Two Times
Feeling disoriented today. Doctor sent me a prescription for a new medication. The sensation I get, suddenly feeling heat in the back of my head… only to feel it travel down to all my limbs… It’s so strange. The new medication I’m on is supposed to help control the tremors I’ve developed in my hands. Continue reading
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Hyped Off A Feeling
For the longest time, I’ve wondered and dreamt about what it would be like if I could build my own home. I got hooked into the Sims 4 back in 2019 after my surgery since I figured I could at least drown out my feelings in the game. Well, now I still wonder what it Continue reading
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La La La La Life Goes On
Currently in the midst of a whole lot of paperwork and a whole lot of pressure. I’m back to talking to my dad on a more regular basis… and for several days now, my aunt has been in the hospital fighting a triad. Urinary tract infection, kidney infection and septicemia. I told my dad today Continue reading
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Should It Be Back Further?
Today been crossing my eyes, wiggling my toes, yawning and yeah… Doing barely anything. I think the weather outside is having an unwanted effect. Just… snow everywhere. I’ve had to cancel three appointments this week, due to the snow. Also, I’ve been working on my final expenses. I’m terrified to find out if I’ll even Continue reading
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