mental health
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Thrills & Spills
Strangely enough this blog post is written right after the previous one. I’ve been riding the edge of updating on time at all lately, so this is a pre-write in case I can’t manage anything later today. Time: 12:01AM. I’m drinking my water, like I’m supposed to, but I need to sit down and get Continue reading
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All That Shivers Is Gold
My mood isn’t so bad right now… I think it’s because I’m trying to get back on a regular schedule with my medicine. Music has an enormous effect on my mood too! Current Song On Repeat: Boy Meets Girl – Waiting For A Star To Fall My house smells like the Angus beef I just Continue reading
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Ain’t Much Up There
Hey there! So… strange news. The “technical difficulties” proved to take a lot longer to fix than I had hoped. I was unable to log on to the internet on any browser except Internet Explorer. Turning off my VPN did nothing, nor did nearly crippling my security on the computer. I had this entire blog Continue reading
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Heat
It’s hot tonight. I’m uncertain if it’s because of what I’ve done today. Maybe I’ve had more than usual to eat? Either way – tomorrow – I hope it feels better. Maybe I’m feeling the affects of racing from the basement to upstairs and then back down to the basement? That could be it too. Continue reading
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The Never-Ending Road
Were I to look back, even though I’ve said otherwise… I’m very grateful for how I got to be here. None of it was easy, at least not from the start. I still have doubts and question myself often. Yet… I’ve found more reason to smile of late. Maybe being in compliance with my treatments Continue reading
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The Pitfalls Of Dependency
This post is partially NSFW near the bottom. You have been warned. I had a different idea for my title today. Potential options will be included below… somewhere. I chose otherwise because I just found what I wrote this morning, while waiting to see my psychiatrist. It went like this: “@10:10am today. I forgot where Continue reading
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Turn Back Time
Please turn reverse the clock. I want to go back. I want to have a chance to do it all again. Maybe if I had known back then, I could have avoided a mountain of problems. I have a precondition for that. I’d love to remember enough to warn my younger self to not do Continue reading
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Weak Links
This post is a giant Trigger Warning. In the past, I didn’t have much time to focus too much on my imperfections. Or… maybe I did and just never had any evidence of it? I will admit, having a blog – which is essence a digital diary – it comes in handy. I wish I’d Continue reading
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The Blahs
I just realized that I have a lot of material on backlog for my podcast. Oops. I wasn’t able to get out and do either walk. However, somehow, I still managed to wobble my way through a mile today. I take that as a success then? My right thigh was being a jerk (muscle fatigued Continue reading
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