mental health
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Theraphy
I started off because I needed to record my thoughts down. I didn’t do well with the paper journals. My first actual “blog” was on DeadJournal. Then LiveJournal. I tried “blogger.” With WordPress, I had a penname that wasn’t an embarrassment. So while I still have a desire to record my thoughts… and have the Continue reading
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Uninspired
… I’m not sure what’s happening to me right now. I was super motivated when this week began and then suddenly it’s just… I don’t know. I’m starting to worry that my mental state is deteriorating again. I’ve had hours today to complete an assignment that only takes me on average 2 hours… but it’s Continue reading
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A Long Drive, Two Times
Feeling disoriented today. Doctor sent me a prescription for a new medication. The sensation I get, suddenly feeling heat in the back of my head… only to feel it travel down to all my limbs… It’s so strange. The new medication I’m on is supposed to help control the tremors I’ve developed in my hands. Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know Continue reading
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9688
Today’s blog post title is curtesy of the reading on my Fitbit. All I did today was visit the doctor, get two packages, then chores. Granted, I parked and mainly walked the distance of maybe half a mile with the prior errands. I’m starting to feel rejuvenated—thank goodness for that! My psychiatrist was very angry Continue reading
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I Will Go Down With This Ship
Today’s title is courtesy of a line from one of my favorite Dido songs. So… I figured out around midnight why I was such a wreck on Friday. First, a terrible event occurs. Time passes and you start to come to terms with it… You learn to adapt and accept it. You have no choice Continue reading
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Olive Branches
My nose has been running all day… and I’ve felt like fresh roadkill the entire day… I can’t say that I haven’t been suffering lately. From paranoia. It’s bad to the point I’m starting to miss sleep. In the last two days, I had maybe 6 hours of sleep… that’s not healthy at all. I Continue reading
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Stories With No One To Tell Them TO
Tonight, WordPress is being weird. I can log in and see if I have my browser docked to one size. Logged out, wordpress.com worked fine. Yikes. I apologize if I offended one of the WP coders. A happy – or maybe not depending – side effect of this medication is that my memory is really Continue reading
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… Been A One
This… this is not good. I’ve in essence been playing the Sims 4 all day long. I’ll no doubt be up most of tonight doing what I should have. I’m also going to do a bit of nibbling. Since I don’t have much in terms of junk food though… that’s a good thing. It’ll be Continue reading
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