Introspection
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What A Drag
Time: 10:21pm. Music: Heart – Stranded I’m starting to feel excited in things again. I don’t want to take this feeling for granted. I wonder if the change is due to my pills or my family situation. Problems and stress with family, then the pain of ignored phone calls made me very depressed. I never… Continue reading
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Hamsters In A Cage
I can’t even be that upset today. The sudden drops in energy I experienced were concerning, but it was also pretty odd for me to wake up before 7am. On average, I try to fit in 7 hours of sleep or more. I didn’t achieve that at all today. I think I got up around… Continue reading
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I Don’t Know What To Call This
Looping Music: Leona Lewis – “I See You” Is this what it feels like? Now that my assignment to daily blog continues, I’m starting to feel as if there’s nothing else I can give. What a strange predicament to be in. Is it because something is expected of me now? I don’t know. I explained… Continue reading
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3:46
There comes a time in your life where you have to choose. Do you want to stay in the same rut or stretch out? For me, I have chosen to go straight down the middle. There are many things in life that I’ve had just growing stagnant, but at the same time, there have been… Continue reading
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Navigating Changes In A Linear World
This is a morning blog post. No wai! To be honest, I rolled out of bed this morning and felt like I was smothering. Not only did I forget to plug myself in so I can breathe properly at night, I forgot to put my brace on. I didn’t forget to move my laptop to… Continue reading
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Drops
When are I written? June 11, 2022. What am me done? Eating grapes. It’s a bit after 1 in the morning, but after I take my medicine, I won’t be up till nearly 8am. Have had several terrible moments in the last few weeks. The latest one was my father being in yet another car… Continue reading
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All That Glitters
Time: 2:40PM Date: May 9, 2022 So… my therapist didn’t reach out to me at all. I’ll be honest, it makes me feel like I’m not important enough to deal with. I thought I had gotten to a point in my life where I wouldn’t feel so miserable anymore. Go figure. I have not. Sometimes… Continue reading
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