Introspection
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Addicted
So, I’m sitting here watching yet another episode of Intervention, debating purchasing the next season. One of my friends asked me why I watch shows like this. I told her what I’ve told everyone else. I watch these types of shows because I want to know why and how these people can fall so deeply… Continue reading
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Fast Impact
It can be relatively easy to fall into a pattern. I used to have one. My waking hours fluctuated wildly, but I was fine with it. I woke up normally when the sun was up or rising regardless of when I went to bed. I had various things I had to do during the daytime,… Continue reading
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Trials & Flailing Attempts
Date: July 21, 2022 Time: 3:27PM Music: Go-Go’s – Our Lips Are Sealed / Dionne Farris – I Know — I don’t know how to address the previous days. I can’t complain that much at all. I ended up watching a few of those “True Crime” stories. If there’s anything I dislike, it’s when someone… Continue reading
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Dust
I’m trying to put words to how I feel right now. When I feel depressed, I would always go into what I call “death spirals” depending on the severity. My medication was stepped down a dose… and yet… I hurt, but not as much as I could. I lost a very good friend last month…… Continue reading
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Summer Nights
Time: 11:04pm Date: July 2, 2022 This time, I wasn’t late for an update because I didn’t want to mention anything. I was in such a rush to get prepared for Friday morning and Saturday morning that I literally couldn’t sit down to write much at all. I enjoy the 1st Friday of the month,… Continue reading
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So Sick
I can round this month off by stating how utterly annoyed I am with myself at present. I thought I was done with wrestling with side-effects of these drugs, but no. No, that would make too much sense. Coming to an emotional and physical plateau would be fine. Too bad that I never seem to… Continue reading
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