Introspection
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That One Introspective Moment
Time: 9:39pm. Date: Today (August 13, 2022) I came across something on the website of bon appètit. I love food, but for the life of me, I have no idea exactly how I found the website. I want to say my medication is messing with my memory, but I’m starting to consider that it might… Continue reading
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Rude Awakenings
Why have I only now just realized I had two blogs titled “Happy Pills”? Yikes. I hope this one isn’t a repeat offender too. I don’t even know what to say. My morning started off rough. When your day begins with a nightmare that has you waking up in tears, you can tell the course… Continue reading
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To The Front of The Back
I had another idea in mind for my title. It was strange… less so than this. I’ve been trying to bolster my moods while I’m awake for some time. It’s quite difficult. One thing I’ve been digging into is music that I listened to during my childhood. One came up of course, and I had… Continue reading
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Contradiction Disclosures
Am I strange? Maybe confused or sore from the past? Do I look for things or are they always there? I told a friend of mine that I was noticing contradictions everywhere. The biggest one I’ve seen? It can be demonstrated in very unusual but accurate dialogue. You: “Well, I don’t agree with this.” Them:… Continue reading
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Dunce Caps & Drizzles
I don’t know how to describe my feelings right now. I’m stuck between a mixture of chagrin, nausea, frustration and yes – anxiety. I’ve been stupid, fooling myself into believing that I could very easily handle the first week of this month. The first week is always hard on me. There are bills that need… Continue reading
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Cherry
This afternoon or early morning, I had someone wish me “Happy Birthday”. … I had to remind them that between Miss Lyst and I… we don’t share a birthdate. Not all of my digital thumbprint is accurate to life. It’s been quiet ever since. However, I’m pretty sure I’ve mentioned that about three times now?… Continue reading
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Bubblegum Dreams
Everything has to pop, doesn’t it? If you don’t want to have more of a look at how disturbed my mind can be, you might want to look away from this blog post. If you do, you were warned. There has to be something said about your perspectives in many things. Because I deal with… Continue reading
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It’s The Little Things
Time: 10:02am So, I’m sitting here listening to a “Colors of the Wind” by Vanessa Williams while trying to figure out which one of today’s tasks I’m going to tackle first. I rarely (if ever) pen time down for exercise, but since I’m on hiatus for a while… might as well make the best of… Continue reading
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