Introspection
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Drops
When are I written? June 11, 2022. What am me done? Eating grapes. It’s a bit after 1 in the morning, but after I take my medicine, I won’t be up till nearly 8am. Have had several terrible moments in the last few weeks. The latest one was my father being in yet another car Continue reading
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All That Glitters
Time: 2:40PM Date: May 9, 2022 So… my therapist didn’t reach out to me at all. I’ll be honest, it makes me feel like I’m not important enough to deal with. I thought I had gotten to a point in my life where I wouldn’t feel so miserable anymore. Go figure. I have not. Sometimes Continue reading
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Sure Successes
I am always perfectly capable of being impractical and imperfect. If there’s ever been anything that I’ve been consistent with – it’s never completing anything. I have several totes filled with incomplete ideas; and lots of sketchpads full of unfinished art. I’m still staring at the manuscript for a novel I originally published in 2013. Continue reading
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Where Are You?
Time: 9:17am Date: September 27, 2021 — I wanted to start off by apologizing for disappearing like I did. My mind tells me to say that I won’t be ‘waxing lyrical’ about what I’ve endured since I’ve been gone. That’s not the correct way to address it though. It wasn’t ‘waxing’ anything. I’ve been through Continue reading
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Rat Pack
Time: 11:24PM Date: August 11, 2021 Mood: Mixture of exhaustion and frustration. I’ve been bad. And there’s nothing I can do about it. Let’s talk, shall we? I’ve been away for some time, worried and fearful of what would happen when my medication dose was increased. Did I forget to mention that? I could check Continue reading
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Pick and Peck
The headache I suffered after my class was unreal. I felt like I’d had so much packed inside my cranium that there wasn’t space for much else. The headache still lingers even now. Time: 12:43AM Date: July 28, 2021 I really need to fix my sleep cycle. After I finish this quick update, I’m going Continue reading