Introspection
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Baby Steps
Before it goes any further… no. That said, I’ve been trying to evaluate my life… looking at what I want to do versus what I am doing. I’ve been subscribing to a bunch of those gardening channels, and I’m starting to look at homesteading. I like off-grid videos… and I dream of what it would Continue reading
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Having It All
It is not possible – I have learned – to please everyone. Or… if you try to please some, others will be upset, and if you try to divert that attention… the first ones are mad. Pleasing everyone for me would involve me compromising my principles, which I am not wont to do. My background Continue reading
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Numb Bum
An unfortunately side effect of sitting for a few hours is pain and numbness. Primarily of the butt, but the thighs were suffering too. I use one of those coccyx pillows and had to double up. All that I have in the back needs as much space and cushion as possible. This is an odd Continue reading
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A Case Of Neglect
For likely 3 weeks now, since early July, I’ve been mostly neglecting my home in the case of the chores. It’s not something I’m proud of. The problem I’m running into right now is coming into conflict with my chores. I let them overlap and the result is that things never get done. I’ve been Continue reading
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Cats And Wires
I’m losing weight. I wasn’t even paying attention. I haven’t been tracking my food at all. While I was contemplating that today, I realized that I didn’t have lunch. I barely ate anything for breakfast. I’m out of eggs. I’m not in the mood to make and am out of bread. I’m mostly out of Continue reading
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Our Best Times Are Evenings And Weekends
Tired tonight… but not as bad as days past. No surprise here, but I never did get a chance to get any writing done. Instead of me having a huge announcement where I will say that I’m working hard to do the thing… I’ll just do it. I have an assignment to at least do Continue reading
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Strange Bedfellows
I’m sort of returning to normal… I guess? I felt less sick today initially… But then I started having severe chest pain. Like someone stabbed me in the middle of my chest. I’ve told about three of my friends, the first who telling me that it’s I’m likely paranoid over what it could be. The Continue reading
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98-105
sell. There’s so much going on with them – all while caring for an infant. ~J. Lyst Now, I have to go catch up with everything in a few hours tonight. I cleaned five rooms and have done the dishes once already. I have my CPAP to tend to, the cat to tend to and Continue reading
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You Know That I’m Not Good
I believe it’s been two days now… since I handled any chores in the house or even cleaned behind the cat. I’ve felt like absolute garbage both days. Yesterday, I needed to go pick up my package, drop off some mail, pick up my medication and manage to get home in one piece. I did… Continue reading
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A Sigh Isn’t Just Pain Leaving The Body
Tonight, I feel tired… even though I don’t feel like I did much at all. However, I’m still trying to come to terms with my new limits… I don’t like them at all. What I am happy about though is that I finally have new medication to treat my lungs. I’ve been using medication that Continue reading
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