Introspection
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More Questions
… I have more of that than answers. I was discharged before 3AM this morning and had to get a Lyft home. I was told that everything was fine. That my brain was fine and my heart was fine. I was very scared because on top of the stabbing pain that rippled from underneath my… Continue reading
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Multi-Pass??
Does CELINE DION count as a genre?? I’m very fond of the 80s and 90s music and some until the early 2000s. 😌 I listen to just about every type of music, except a few. Notably gospel and rap. I’m unable to listen to them without developing a stabbing headache. That made mom sad because… Continue reading
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Get There If You Can
One of my friends mentioned a well loved song that I remembered over the last 30 years. “Get Here,” by Oleta Adams. Who’s going to add it to a brand new and revamped “Song-spiration List” for later listening? This girl here! … I am so tired. Haha! ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Awww! ❤️❤️
I actually write sappy romance for my fanfics, so I can list a few. At least they seem romantic to me. The list goes on and on and on… Main point is doing things together! ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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There Are So Many Ways…
I have many ways to express my thanks. Verbally, such as “Thanks,” “Thank you,” “You’re so sweet, thank you!” I do so physically, such as with handshakes, hugs and/or big grins. With one of my friends, we fist bump. I also will do something in return, such as offering a gift or offering money if… Continue reading
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I Would Call It Paranoia Really…
Before I had my stroke, the main thing I was worried about were people committing fraud to steal my property. Now? I’m afraid to be alive. Because as long as I am alive, I know that my life can end abruptly and painfully. I’m worried that I’ll die with no arrangements at all and my… Continue reading
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Why Do I…
… I don’t know if I’m dealing with mood swings or a sudden nosedive into the beginnings of a depressive episode. Does it matter? I’ve been told and treated as if my mental health problems are irrelevant. It’s irritating and hurts and it’s just… Some days, I wonder why even bother? I have a feeling… Continue reading
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Not Sure It Counts
I recycle what I can. My dad claims I recycle most out of the family. I prefer using reusable grocery bags, however, my groceries have been delivered more often. So, I recycle the paper bags the companies use. I use LEDs for my light bulbs, and my newer appliances are energy efficient. Don’t know if… Continue reading
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Finch & Friends
I’ve been using a “self-care” app called “Finch” for over a month now. I put in basic things that I need to do. I have a chart I was using at one point, but stopped. However, this app has basics for medication and hygiene. You get points based on how often you do those things… Continue reading
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It’s Funny, But Not?
Solitaire. I can play solitaire for hours at a time. Or Happy Color. I have a folder on my phone of my “Relaxing Games.” In order: “Einstein Riddle,” “Finch,” “Happy Color,” “Solitaire,” “Sudoku.” I’m not a fan of math, but Sudoku is helping my concentration a lot. In order (Again): Einstein Riddle – Logic puzzle.… Continue reading
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