Introspection
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Cozies
The comfort. Mind, I am severely… chronically allergic to cats. Having them around is detrimental to my health, but I have them as a comfort. Strange how that works. To keep myself healthy mentally, I have to punish myself physically. ~J. Lyst The 4 year old (yes, he’s now 4) continues to chase after the… Continue reading
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It Was Twins
I had two subjects I loved. English and Science. They were together, like conjoined twins. I found the human body and how it worked fascinating. I took biology. Never got the chance to take chemistry. Anthropology was extremely interesting. Understanding more about someone’s culture helps explain how they behave and react. For English classes, I… Continue reading
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Apps
I’m an idiot, so I need a restraint on myself. I have applications that limit what I can do in certain programs and how long I might have on a browser. The problems crop up again if I download a program that wasn’t given any restrictions. I waste lots of time playing games. Getting better… Continue reading
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Time Keeps On Slippin’… Slippin’… Slippin’
I do, but time isn’t some random thing that anyone can grab. Time cannot be stopped. Time cannot be contained. Time cannot be collected. No matter what goes on, time will keep marching on. Time can be wasted. Time can be lost. Time can be stolen. As much as I would like “just a little… Continue reading
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Not Trying To Think About It
If I look at my health three years ago, I was a lot less sick. So far, I’ve experienced two minor strokes in a 7 month period. My balance is not very good. I can’t stand straight and still at the same time. I have additional doctors that I unfortunately will need to schedule appointments… Continue reading
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Sloth-A-Thon
A day dedicated to putting one’s mental and physical health first just like the noble sloth. By getting enough sleep, food, water and most importantly… sleep. Showers are encouraged, bubble baths, relaxing and watching a movie too! But the primary goal of the day is to get enough sleep, to be relaxed and tune out… Continue reading
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..No..
I used to think about that. But no. I wouldn’t want to trade out what I’ve learned and experienced. Could have done without the nightmarish ex and a few other traumatic things, but other than that… no. I miss my family, yes. I really miss my mom. I also know that when we remember things,… Continue reading
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😄
To me, a person who is a kid at heart is someone who has an overall cheerful view of things, has positive thoughts of others and doesn’t linger for long on bad things. I want to be a kid at heart, but it can be difficult some days. When dealing with stress and adversity, I… Continue reading
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For “My Rex”
I’m trying to figure out how to word this… Hmm… ~Loving ~Cuddly ~Warm ~Affectionate ~Charming ~Innocent ~Trusting ~Emotional ~Easily hurt ~Self-conscious ~Nervous ~Paranoid ~Fearful ~Suspicious ~Regretful ~Needy ~Clingy All of these and a few more are good descriptions of how my mother was. She was all of these things, wrapped up in one person. A… Continue reading
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Wet ‘N Wild
My absolute favorite form of exercise is swimming! I can only do the doggy paddle or swim on my back though… all consequences of the issues with my spine. No butterfly strokes… I’m literally unable to learn other swimming techniques due to discomfort and being uncoordinated. At first, I thought of the doggy paddle as… Continue reading