misslyst
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To Be Me?
My Friend, The things that seem so overwhelming right now will be what you laugh over later. Eventually, with time, you’ll forget much of what caused you pain. I wish I saw half of what has made you joyful the last fifty years. I hope you got the answers you wanted for what bothered you… Continue reading
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Where Do All Tech Geeks Go?
A store that sold electronic equipment. One of my favorites is Best Buy. The only problem is that Best Buy comes with healthy prices(cha-ching) attached. ~J. Lyst I’m currently knee deep into Chapter 29 of NtC. I think once that’s chapter’s up… I’ll need a nice hiatus. At least 3-4 weeks long. Why? Since the… Continue reading
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I Cannot Capitulate (Public)
Preface: Despite the most recent battle I’ve had the last 6 years, I’ve finally come to the conclusion that my value does not depend on an arbitrary identity that I should have had. Did I want that identity? With all my heart I did, but that’s not my reality. I’ve had a very good friend… Continue reading
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I Dunno If This Counts As A What??
Not sure if it counts as learning or discovery, but a few weeks ago, found out who my biological father was. It’s nice. He assumed he never had any kids at all, so my dad is still my dad. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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This Seems To Be A Repeat, But Here We Go Again – And Yes, It Still Really Hurts
I had an option to definitely live or to most definitely die. Horribly. I’m certain that I’ve answered this question before. I’ve had to deal with feelings of inadequacy. I’ve had to deal with feeling that I wasn’t fully a woman anymore. I have cried many tears, many times over this. I hate any questions… Continue reading
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Still Trying To Figure That One–
No clue. Still experiencing failures. I’m also uncertain as to what degree these failure(s) would be. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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“The Opener”
Get some water and strap yourself in. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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OohOhhOOOH Stuff ‘n Stuff Now
My refrigerator My stove My bathroom You would think my phone, but it takes a backseat to stuff that directly effects my health. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Death
Each subsequent death has forced me to grow up. Even after losing most of my close family members, I’m still losing friends left and right. And I’m continuing to learn and adapt from that. Doesn’t make it less sad. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Ha…. Hahahaha! Non! Try Again…
No. There is no way I could have ever been “destined” or “fated” to end up as messed up as I am. I am a person who is broken, and it would be cruel to have that as a sure eventuality for anyone. Saying that everything is “fated” or “destined” is incredibly offensive as an… Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 