misslyst
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Flee To The Fire
“Out of the frying pan into the fire,” is most certainly an old phrase. What happens, however… if you throw yourself further into the fire? Most people would like to avoid sinking themselves deeper into a problem… because it hurts. As much as I don’t like adversity… I’ve ben trying to push myself just a… Continue reading
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Bane Of YOUR Nightmares
I so badly want to have dinner. This time, I think I’ll attempt that while racing through my tasks for today. Got nearly all the important things done today. Time for food. I’m uncertain how long my pizza dough balls will last, so might as well make some saucy pizza’s tonight. I also have the… Continue reading
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Sorrowful Torment
One of my close friends died today. I am not sure what else I can say beyond that. I am grateful that she is not suffering anymore, but it does not make her loss any less painful. Thankfully, she can rest in peace now. Without being so sick and in pain all the time. I… Continue reading
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Concepts With Silver
I still have days when my mood goes down. What I like so much about my mood stabilizer is that I can’t go down but so far. I never linger there. It’s very nice… a wonderful change from what I’m used to. I’m still getting used to having clarity of thought. While I’m still fretting… Continue reading
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I’m not even sure what to say right now. I’m racing through my chore list tonight… all because I want to be able to write something… anything. I’m beginning to feel an itching sensation inside my skull. It’s hard to explain… but it’s powerful. It’s a compulsion. I want to put my hands down and… Continue reading
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The Stronghold Pacifist
The definitions of a stronghold are: I’ve been told fairly often that my ideas or opinions make no sense. I’ve also been accused of being a soft pacifist. These words have been used to dismiss anything I say. Almost immediately, things I know are always dismissed as nothing. The definitions of pacifist are: Want to… Continue reading
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Sorry… That’s Not The Best
@ 9:31AM @ 11:30PM I’m pretty sad that I ran out of time to do of my hobbies… but the lack of dust is worth it! I did get to use my drill for the first time today, along with my own level. It’s not nearly as scary as I though it would be. However,… Continue reading
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12 O’Clock On The Dot
@ 12:07PM @ 4:42PM @ 11:17PM Sometimes… I wonder if all of that is just wasting time. If something happens to me or I must leave – all of those ‘memories’ will be left behind. Probably the cat will be left as well. I have a bunch of tasks to do, but they can all… Continue reading
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