writing
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No Can Fix
I’m tired… So tired. All because of being angry. So angry. I want so badly to crack open this new notebook. I finally have a new orange notebook for “Catch & Release II,” and step 1 for me is not to start writing. Rather… I need to pen out my outline for it. I think… Continue reading
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Limits
Too often, I have to remind myself that I have to stop or rest. Even though my body screams the alarms, I’ll go and still try to keep on despite that. Today, I wouldn’t say I hit my wall. I’d say I smacked into it, went in six feet, became a gelatinous mass and oozed… Continue reading
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Just Hold On
A friend of mine mentioned earlier today that this year is almost over. I mumbled something about getting older, which I am. Oh, so much older. I don’t even remember if I mentioned this on my blog, but you do come to a point when you’ll say something was ‘a few years ago,’ and that… Continue reading
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Love
Maybe I’m obsessed with it? I don’t know… but I do like sappy, fluffy stories. Full of sap. It’s so sticky in fact that I sometimes struggle to write drama or anything really hard-hitting. I don’t think I’ve ever written anything that extreme… or at least I didn’t think I had. Recently, I stumbled on… Continue reading
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Pearls
@11:49PM. Sorry about this. Post: For many years, I never saw much value in myself. I think I was… and still am to an extent – emotionally stunted. I’m the youngest of three, but unlike my older siblings… neither of my parents had any hand in raising me. My father was never there and my… Continue reading
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Wrap Me Up
Okay! So, I was unable to get any updates or writing done last night. To be fair, I was also furious because by the time I crawled into bed, I’d spent probably 2 hours coloring pictures. That priority thing… pretty important. I was supposed to finish my lessons first. Fortunately, I finished both of them… Continue reading
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SpinCycle
Currently waiting for a super late Target order. And by late… it’s nearly 11PM. My day has been okay, aside from all the ‘falling asleep’ all over the place. I revised chapter 1 of OA and have uploaded it. I’m gonna try to do chapter 2 tonight. Will see how it goes. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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I See The River
I had so much fun today with my friends. The picnic was awesome. They even had Beyond Meat burgers for those of us who weren’t eating beef. I didn’t eat too much at all, because I didn’t want to feel sick the next day. I did get a right scolding for not being sociable enough.… Continue reading
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Don’t Leave Me Like This
It’s rough… for a chunk of the day, I’ve wiggled by way through, but now I feel like going to sleep right on my keyboard. It doesn’t help that I actually did fall asleep this afternoon… with my laptop on my lap. I was sprawled out on my back on the bed. It was less… Continue reading