updates
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I Dunno If This Counts As A What??
Not sure if it counts as learning or discovery, but a few weeks ago, found out who my biological father was. It’s nice. He assumed he never had any kids at all, so my dad is still my dad. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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This Seems To Be A Repeat, But Here We Go Again – And Yes, It Still Really Hurts
I had an option to definitely live or to most definitely die. Horribly. I’m certain that I’ve answered this question before. I’ve had to deal with feelings of inadequacy. I’ve had to deal with feeling that I wasn’t fully a woman anymore. I have cried many tears, many times over this. I hate any questions Continue reading
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Still Trying To Figure That One–
No clue. Still experiencing failures. I’m also uncertain as to what degree these failure(s) would be. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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“The Opener”
Get some water and strap yourself in. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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OohOhhOOOH Stuff ‘n Stuff Now
My refrigerator My stove My bathroom You would think my phone, but it takes a backseat to stuff that directly effects my health. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Death
Each subsequent death has forced me to grow up. Even after losing most of my close family members, I’m still losing friends left and right. And I’m continuing to learn and adapt from that. Doesn’t make it less sad. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Ha…. Hahahaha! Non! Try Again…
No. There is no way I could have ever been “destined” or “fated” to end up as messed up as I am. I am a person who is broken, and it would be cruel to have that as a sure eventuality for anyone. Saying that everything is “fated” or “destined” is incredibly offensive as an Continue reading
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Before 20s
Had most of my family. wasnt using pain killers like now. no stress sbout anything other than homework and classmates.. in bad pain, rn. ~J. Lyst excruciating… Continue reading
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Oddly Enough One Of My Oldest Friends
One of my friends is nearly 80, but moves faster than some 20 year old people. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Fuck? Like Fo Sho!
I never thought I would state this… At least not use the word here. Fuck. That is the word I would ban. Because people are using it for almost everything now. Fuck is used to compose almost entirely incoherent sentences… with a few real words in the middle. Not to mention what actions it actually Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 