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Breaking Up Is Not Hard To Do
This I suppose would be an announcement. I have deleted my gaming channel and will no longer involve myself with the Sims 4. I cannot tolerate how the game and gameplay is anymore, and I want a clean slate. Did I waste $800 on that game? Yes, I did. I started feeling very uncomfortable from Continue reading
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Finch & Friends
I’ve been using a “self-care” app called “Finch” for over a month now. I put in basic things that I need to do. I have a chart I was using at one point, but stopped. However, this app has basics for medication and hygiene. You get points based on how often you do those things Continue reading
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Recalibrating
I completely forgot that I was supposed to get a phone call from the doctor and not an in office visit today. Which means I ended up at the doctor’s office without an actual appointment. Now, the doctor still took me in and saw me regardless. She explained that my dosing schedule was throwing things Continue reading
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Unsteady
I was unaware that there’s a strange half-life or 75% or summat for my mood stabilizer. The antidepressant is extended release, but the mood stabilizer? No. So the doctor said it’s a possibility that I’m as off-kilter as I am due to unregulated medication uses. Struggling to maintain some sense of order in my life Continue reading
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What Would I Give?
Better today! Only thing that was off was the time I woke up. What a mess that was. Just imaging how upset I was… I went to bed around a good time last night. Unfortunately, I woke up at 3AM. I’ve been doing chores. So, I’ll shortly return to do my reading and then tackle Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know Continue reading
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5246
Tired. I sort of go stuff caught up. I hammered through two lessons today… which is something I’ve never done before. I won’t say that I didn’t miss sleep, because I most certainly did. Right now, because it’s late, I’m back into doing 10 minute bursts of cleaning. A lot can be done in 10 Continue reading
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Recharge
I’m trying hard not to think about what it means if my bloodwork shows evidence of muscle breakdown. Some of the possibilities are very detrimental to my overall health. I don’t like this – the constant sensation of feeling so tired and weak. One thing I do know is that I have got to find Continue reading
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Limits
Too often, I have to remind myself that I have to stop or rest. Even though my body screams the alarms, I’ll go and still try to keep on despite that. Today, I wouldn’t say I hit my wall. I’d say I smacked into it, went in six feet, became a gelatinous mass and oozed Continue reading
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