realizations
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…. Hrm…
Were I ten years younger, I would have a lot of things to say. With the current way my health is trending though… I just hope I’m still alive in 10 years. ~J. Lyst Morbid but honest answer. Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know Continue reading
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Heel Nips
So, I’ve been involved in this footrace for months now… Literally months. To catch up with my lessons and better allocate my time. It has not been fun. It has not been easy. I’ve been angry at myself quite often. Rushing at the last minute takes the enjoyment out of my lessons. I love learning, Continue reading
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Whispers From The Past
Life is a funny thing, you know? But not in the “haha” kind of way. Sometimes I look at the sheer amount of things I can and have been able to experience — and I’m glad. Then I think about things I WANT to do… and I feel sad. There always seems to be so Continue reading
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Having It All
It is not possible – I have learned – to please everyone. Or… if you try to please some, others will be upset, and if you try to divert that attention… the first ones are mad. Pleasing everyone for me would involve me compromising my principles, which I am not wont to do. My background Continue reading
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Our Best Times Are Evenings And Weekends
Tired tonight… but not as bad as days past. No surprise here, but I never did get a chance to get any writing done. Instead of me having a huge announcement where I will say that I’m working hard to do the thing… I’ll just do it. I have an assignment to at least do Continue reading
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Lost In The (Pasta) Sauce
I’m thinking that hopefully, I’ll be able to get into a regular routine of Exercise and PT very soon! I’m noticing that when I clean… unless it’s a deeper than normal clean – I’m done pretty quick. I need to try to figure out when to do the deeper cleans. Probably after I’m done with Continue reading