personality
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Queen of Wistful Nightmares
Still scrambling. Still confused. I’m about to drag myself downstairs to take my medication. Unfortunately, I need drugs to stay alive. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t touch any of this stuff. I’m going to avoid realityTV. After watching “Little Women: NY,” I found myself screaming at the people on the screen. Size does not dictate Continue reading
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You’d Think It Was A Good Thing
I wonder if all of this falls under Narcissism. Seems like it! ~J. Lyst There are so many other reasons I avoid family. I’m not even texting any of them. I also got a deceptive voicemail recently. “Oh, I’m just calling to confirm that everything transferred over and you saw my name. Give me a Continue reading
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EEEEeeeeEEEE?
Short, and charming with a dry wit. Sometimes stubborn, grumbly or irritated. Unable to handle lots of drama or stress associated with it. Tears up easily, can be withdrawn sometimes. Fiercely loyal. Thinks of self as boring often too. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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The Stronghold Pacifist
The definitions of a stronghold are: I’ve been told fairly often that my ideas or opinions make no sense. I’ve also been accused of being a soft pacifist. These words have been used to dismiss anything I say. Almost immediately, things I know are always dismissed as nothing. The definitions of pacifist are: Want to Continue reading
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Cracked
Time: 11PM Date: November 8, 2021 Mood: Dazed and frustrated. Music: Mark Morrison – Return of the Mack I’ve unfortunately been quiet for some time. It’s not that I didn’t want to update, but I literally couldn’t find the time. And sure, you could call it laziness in a way. I wanted to be able Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 