mania
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1-2-3 HEAVE
Yup. Still very much manic. I want to get the cleaning stuff done already. My sinuses are 10x better when I dust and vacuum. Still dealing with racing thoughts… unfortunately. I keep promising myself that either I get a good night’s sleep or I’ll go and clean up the entire house. Then, I decide on Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know Continue reading
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Pearls
@11:49PM. Sorry about this. Post: For many years, I never saw much value in myself. I think I was… and still am to an extent – emotionally stunted. I’m the youngest of three, but unlike my older siblings… neither of my parents had any hand in raising me. My father was never there and my Continue reading
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Can Anyone Play?
Does it matter who it is? Isn’t it fine? I’m worried right now… but not as much as I used to. I felt almost frantic most of the day… I recognize it now as my mania acting up again. I think I’ve been off the rails for three days now. Without my manual… without my Continue reading
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Fragility
10:57AM I feel exposed right now. Lost, alone and weak. I’ve been struggling with my memory all morning, traveling from room to room – only to forget what I was going to the room to begin with. I suppose this is just par for the course? My new meds are badly affecting my memory. 9:53PM Continue reading
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Caving In
My muscles still hurt from the PT exercises I did yesterday morning. Regardless though, I still plan on doing my exercises tonight. I really like them, even if they are painful. Let’s see how today was… I ended up sleeping in. I’ve been pushing and straining myself in three directions for so long that it’s Continue reading
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Ain’t Much Up There
Hey there! So… strange news. The “technical difficulties” proved to take a lot longer to fix than I had hoped. I was unable to log on to the internet on any browser except Internet Explorer. Turning off my VPN did nothing, nor did nearly crippling my security on the computer. I had this entire blog Continue reading
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