life in chaos – Page 10

December 24, 2023

Spanish Guitar

So… I’ve frittered away the entire day, but I know what I’m suppose to do. But oh, I don’t want to. However, if I keep putting this off, I’ll be doing wrong by all of the changes in my life this year. Ignoring the internal changes will start bringing me down externally. To be fair… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

chores, day to day, fatigue, frustrations, life in chaos, updates

December 23, 2023

Caught In The Rush

At some point today, I had to slow down… like way down and deal with some responsibilities I have… as an adult. Some days, I hate being grown up. Then… on others, I’m appreciative. Some days, I swing so forcefully between both extremes… Once again, I found myself re-reading C&R II and III. Starting to… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

.hygiene, being an adult, cat, cats, cleaning, humor in little things, kitten, kittens, life, life in chaos, pets, responsibility, stuff, updates

December 21, 2023

Your Gift I Return To You

So very tired… I’ve been on a call with a friend—still am. We’ve been on this call for nearly 4 ½ hours… but I know she needs to vent. Tried to work on part of my assignment. Brain too tired. ~J. Lyst Had to reschedule my appointment for next Wednesday to next year. Problem…. Not… Continue reading

Check-In

fatigue, friendship, life in chaos, positivity, updates

December 13, 2023

Houses and Doors

I find it very funny that I need to completely change my music to be in the correct mood to work on anything for NtC. Sad too, but mostly funny. Some of my music was also on loop for Catch & Release as well. I got the idea for it while humming along with an… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In

creative, creative-writing, day to day, fanfic, fanfiction, ideas, life in chaos, updates, writers, writing, writing-process

December 12, 2023

In Expectation

Still recovering from my editing binge. Took my required medication tonight… so there is that. I’m starting to get frustrated with all the research I find myself having to do. Medical techniques, medical equipment… medical terms. Researching for locations and symptoms. And now I’m trying to revise and tweak a birth scene! I honestly thought… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

frustrations, life in chaos, please help me, research, updates, writers, writing

December 6, 2023

Can You Pay My Bills

So… my day was sorta off to a sucky start. Someone was allowed ahead of me for my psychiatry appointment. She put in my prescription, but the pharmacy sent me a text telling me the meds wouldn’t be available until January 2024. I headed home, decided to play with my kitten to wear her out… Continue reading

Introspection

cats, depression, frustration, life in chaos, medical, mental health, mental illness, pets, updates

December 4, 2023

I Want It All

…and I want it now. Is that too much to ask for? I pressed myself so hard last night until I squeaked. But… I nearly edited 10 chapters in one day. So… Oh, I mean 10 chapters of Navigating the Curve. I’ve already written down notes on continuity issues I’m finding. A downside? I’m going… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

chores, fanfic, fanfiction, life in chaos, story, updates, writers, writing

December 1, 2023

Same Four Walls

It’s December! I can’t believe it. The month blew by so fast… I’m still in shock over how quick everything went. Maybe NanoWrimo worsened my concept of time? Anyway… On AO3, I have the corrected chapters of C&R up, along with two new chapters of it uploaded. I realized an hour ago that I edited… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

life in chaos, memory loss, NanoWrimo, updates, writers, writing

November 25, 2023

Far Away

The finish line is closing in. I can feel it. Since I am utterly without sense, I plan on spending tonight and tomorrow working to update NtC. I want to see how close I can push it to the finish line for NanoWrimo. I also realized I could have combined C&R and NtC together to… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

fanfiction, life in chaos, NanoWrimo, updates, writers, writing

November 23, 2023

Water From The Moon

@1:01AM, November 20, 2023 Once again, we’re pulling a near all-nighter. I also just realize that I forgot to take my nerve medication. Doggone it! After this brief snippet, I’ll go do that. I went ahead and plowed through the first chapter of C&R III. I’m uncertain if I’ll keep it as a short or… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Day By Day, Introspection

addiction, fanfic, frustrations, life in chaos, matters of concern, NanoWrimo, updates, writers