life in chaos
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In Expectation
Still recovering from my editing binge. Took my required medication tonight… so there is that. I’m starting to get frustrated with all the research I find myself having to do. Medical techniques, medical equipment… medical terms. Researching for locations and symptoms. And now I’m trying to revise and tweak a birth scene! I honestly thought… Continue reading
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Can You Pay My Bills
So… my day was sorta off to a sucky start. Someone was allowed ahead of me for my psychiatry appointment. She put in my prescription, but the pharmacy sent me a text telling me the meds wouldn’t be available until January 2024. I headed home, decided to play with my kitten to wear her out… Continue reading
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I Want It All
…and I want it now. Is that too much to ask for? I pressed myself so hard last night until I squeaked. But… I nearly edited 10 chapters in one day. So… Oh, I mean 10 chapters of Navigating the Curve. I’ve already written down notes on continuity issues I’m finding. A downside? I’m going… Continue reading
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Same Four Walls
It’s December! I can’t believe it. The month blew by so fast… I’m still in shock over how quick everything went. Maybe NanoWrimo worsened my concept of time? Anyway… On AO3, I have the corrected chapters of C&R up, along with two new chapters of it uploaded. I realized an hour ago that I edited… Continue reading
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Far Away
The finish line is closing in. I can feel it. Since I am utterly without sense, I plan on spending tonight and tomorrow working to update NtC. I want to see how close I can push it to the finish line for NanoWrimo. I also realized I could have combined C&R and NtC together to… Continue reading
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Water From The Moon
@1:01AM, November 20, 2023 Once again, we’re pulling a near all-nighter. I also just realize that I forgot to take my nerve medication. Doggone it! After this brief snippet, I’ll go do that. I went ahead and plowed through the first chapter of C&R III. I’m uncertain if I’ll keep it as a short or… Continue reading
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Secondhand Emotions
I remember I said before that I was feeling the strain? I’m really feeling it now. A hunk of my personal life has taken a backseat to NanoWrimo… and that makes me very sad to admit. I’ve decided that this will likely be my last Nano… it’s just too much pressure on my joints. I… Continue reading
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Busted
I think the title listed here is the perfect way to describe today. Firstly, I felt like I wasn’t even in my own body and thought everything around me had slowed down for 30 seconds. It’s scary and funny at the same time. Because when I thought everything was moving slow, I was in the… Continue reading
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Diminished Returns
Today was rough. I started feeling a bit “off” last night. Then today… another memorial service for another friend. It’s painful because this was an older gentleman, and he died a week after his son’s memorial service. Then another friend’s father died. And someone else lost their sister… When I got home, instead of doing… Continue reading
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Night & Day Entirely
I have the feeling of being windswept… not entirely in a good way. I have the number for a few new orthopedic doctors. I plan on calling the top one on the list in the morning. Because this pain is not it! I told a friend of mine tonight that I wish I could stab… Continue reading
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