life in chaos – Page 10

December 1, 2023

Same Four Walls

It’s December! I can’t believe it. The month blew by so fast… I’m still in shock over how quick everything went. Maybe NanoWrimo worsened my concept of time? Anyway… On AO3, I have the corrected chapters of C&R up, along with two new chapters of it uploaded. I realized an hour ago that I edited… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

life in chaos, memory loss, NanoWrimo, updates, writers, writing

November 25, 2023

Far Away

The finish line is closing in. I can feel it. Since I am utterly without sense, I plan on spending tonight and tomorrow working to update NtC. I want to see how close I can push it to the finish line for NanoWrimo. I also realized I could have combined C&R and NtC together to… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

fanfiction, life in chaos, NanoWrimo, updates, writers, writing

November 23, 2023

Water From The Moon

@1:01AM, November 20, 2023 Once again, we’re pulling a near all-nighter. I also just realize that I forgot to take my nerve medication. Doggone it! After this brief snippet, I’ll go do that. I went ahead and plowed through the first chapter of C&R III. I’m uncertain if I’ll keep it as a short or… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Day By Day, Introspection

addiction, fanfic, frustrations, life in chaos, matters of concern, NanoWrimo, updates, writers

November 22, 2023

Secondhand Emotions

I remember I said before that I was feeling the strain? I’m really feeling it now. A hunk of my personal life has taken a backseat to NanoWrimo… and that makes me very sad to admit. I’ve decided that this will likely be my last Nano… it’s just too much pressure on my joints. I… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Introspection

frustrations, life in chaos, NanoWrimo, updates, writers, writing

November 18, 2023

Busted

I think the title listed here is the perfect way to describe today. Firstly, I felt like I wasn’t even in my own body and thought everything around me had slowed down for 30 seconds. It’s scary and funny at the same time. Because when I thought everything was moving slow, I was in the… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

chores, food, frustration, life in chaos, NanoWrimo, updates, writers, writing

November 17, 2023

Diminished Returns

Today was rough. I started feeling a bit “off” last night. Then today… another memorial service for another friend. It’s painful because this was an older gentleman, and he died a week after his son’s memorial service. Then another friend’s father died. And someone else lost their sister… When I got home, instead of doing… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

dealing with change, life in chaos, loss, NanoWrimo, pain, updates, writers, writing

November 14, 2023

Night & Day Entirely

I have the feeling of being windswept… not entirely in a good way. I have the number for a few new orthopedic doctors. I plan on calling the top one on the list in the morning. Because this pain is not it! I told a friend of mine tonight that I wish I could stab… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

fanfic, life in chaos, NanoWrimo, pain, physical health, updates, writers, writing

November 10, 2023

Safe Distances

Not being close—well—that’s not necessarily a bad thing. Earlier this morning, I was firmly reminded of that. At times, I want to ignore the unease I’ve felt for so long… but then again, I realize that doing so makes me very uncomfortable. I have worked very hard to better my behaviors. Simplifying my life has… Continue reading

Introspection

anger, disappointment, frustration, life in chaos, ranting, updates, writing

November 8, 2023

You Won’t Need Other Friends Anymore

I feel less like death warmed over today. I’m not sure what happened yesterday. I didn’t use my notebook. And you know what? I probably didn’t write it down because I didn’t want to remember. Tonight, I’m going to be up, as my assignment was changed yesterday morning. I’m also dealing with general groans and… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

assignments, cats, chores, life in chaos, pets, updates, writing

November 7, 2023

Oh, Good Deal

No clue what to even write about today. My day is a fast blur. Want to do some writing tonight. And eat some popcorn. Got no cleaning done today… and I’m not that upset about it. The pace today was hectic too, so… Yeah. I can voice my sadness with the takeout situation though. I… Continue reading

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