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Whispers From The Past
Life is a funny thing, you know? But not in the “haha” kind of way. Sometimes I look at the sheer amount of things I can and have been able to experience — and I’m glad. Then I think about things I WANT to do… and I feel sad. There always seems to be so… Continue reading
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Fresh Out Pot
Try strange suggest. Friend do say… Bullet point note. 4 Lesson! Code, shorthand. Blank in fill. Odd say, seem work. Maybe word much? Hard drop habit. Hard 4 know. Hard 2 word. Remember problems. Try 4 best. Nervous. POSITIVE! ~J. Lyst Can understand? Happy! Hard 4 do. BLAH! Continue reading
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Sometimes We All Need Time Off
I’m currently watching my VPN attempt to figure out what it wants to do. I had a lot I needed to do today chore wise. However, a friend took me out to get my medical supplies and then we went shopping. I love the thrift store. I went wild in the kitchen section – as… Continue reading
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Jammin’
It’s a fantastic evening in April, isn’t it?! Wait a minute… I’ve been working hard on being positive. I try to smile or grin at least once a day now. My days can sometimes be scary though, especially if I’m disoriented or unable to balance properly. I confided in an old friend that I’ve been… Continue reading
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I’m not even sure what to say right now. I’m racing through my chore list tonight… all because I want to be able to write something… anything. I’m beginning to feel an itching sensation inside my skull. It’s hard to explain… but it’s powerful. It’s a compulsion. I want to put my hands down and… Continue reading
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Agents And Heirs
Tonight is going much smoother, I think. I’m still going through something emotionally, but unlike in the past, I am working hard not to sink into a depression. Many things happen in life… that none of us have control over. Instead of beating myself up like I have in the past – I’ve stepped back… Continue reading
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Jarred
This is therapy, amiright? I do this to make myself feel better. And boy do I need that now… I’m ticked off. It’s understandable really. Right now, I’m waiting for a turkey to finish cooking. I’ve literally had to split this thing between two different machines to cook it. That split was literal. My new… Continue reading
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Tired As You Are
Fatigue clings to me some days like a wet blanket. Especially when it’s a day like today when all I wanted to do was just sleep. Unfortunately, I had a slew of strange daymares that had me springing up out of sleep, only to go right back to sleep again. I needed to attend a… Continue reading
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Different Stripes
People are funny. Or maybe it’s just me. Terrible things keep happening, and now all I can do is laugh about it. Today, I suffered from being so “hyper” active yesterday. I slept very little, then struggled to get out of bed. One of my friends told me that was caused by the fibromyalgia –… Continue reading
