fatigue
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Rollin Rollin Rollin
Tired. OohooOohoo. So so sleepy. And I need to drive home soon. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Does It Count??
When I am asleep. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Hey! J – J – JADED
@ 12:14AM – Sometimes I’m so miserable that I don’t see a way out from this. The constant pain… it’s just unreal. I was supposed to stay up a bit later, but let’s be honest here… I have no energy to stay up longer. Just like I’ve barely had any energy to do much at… Continue reading
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No Proper Places
Still trying to come to terms with my current situation. It’s odd… frustrating even. I get used to one issue (or major problem depending on my interpretation)… only for another more troubling problem to rear its very ugly head. I feel so anxious and stressed… worried about the possibility of surgeries or additional medications. Because… Continue reading
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Recessions In Progression
I feel like I’ve taken like 13 steps backwards. I’m struggling to balance bills, but to keep my house in order and clean, I have to purchase supplies. I’m working overtime to try and organize the basement. There are things that need to leave the house. I’ve been told to hang on to these typewriters.… Continue reading
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Where Has Gone My Dignity
It’s funny. When you don’t think you need it, you have it. When you need it, it’s illusive. I’m looking for it and vestiges of my sanity tonight. I explained to a friend that I was trying to get a lot done here. We ended up in a 2 hour phone call. Which means that… Continue reading
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Same Ol…
Today’s Saturday. Sims time! Will reflect more in today… tomorrow. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Tongue Twisters
So… funny story. I’m still working on those two languages. I do one lesson at a time, then sit back and scratch my head. I have two entirely different styles here. In French, I still recognize the letters, though there are lots of accents. However, in Arabic… I have no idea what I’m doing. I’m… Continue reading
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Buys To Lets
I’m so tired right now. Wasted time and money again, on one of those “idle miner” style games. Or non-clicking clickers. Caused me to miss out on sleep. I had an appointment today and my pulmonologist (I suppose she’s my new doctor now??) that I need to make sure that I take my inhalers properly.… Continue reading
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My Oh My Oh My
Today wasn’t the best at the start. The feeling of being weighed down has been there since Tuesday. I nodded out during a phone call with a friend of mine. When I woke up, I felt so much better… Before that, felt like there were weights all over my body. Everything has been difficult this… Continue reading