fanfiction – Page 4 – Hey, Miss J!

January 22, 2023

That Like It Say To Have You Do Why

Today, forwards is backwards and backwards is forwards. My knee feels 80% better today. I didn’t struggle much. Even though I had a few problems getting down the stairs before going out, by the time I got back… felt pretty good. My therapist said it well. At times, when you’re hurting, you have to push Continue reading

Introspection

fanfiction, hobby, medication, mental health, mental illness, music, self acceptance, self worth, writing

January 16, 2023

Things My Fingers Said

I’m uncertain how to describe my feelings at current. For the last hour and a half, I’ve been reviewing old… very old stories that I wrote. I even found a romance novel that I wrote in 2001. Yeah… long time ago. Some of the stuff I wrote in the early 2000s was graphic and explicit. Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

fanfic, fanfiction, humor in little things, memories, writers, writing

December 14, 2022

Head In The Clouds

Often, I want to imagine myself floating through the day. The reality on the other hand, is something else entirely. Nothing that I aimed to complete was done last night. I’m strongly disappointed. Mostly in myself. It can be quite time consuming… finding ways to fill the time while you’re bored. It sounds counterproductive really. Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Introspection

fanfiction, food, humor in little things, navigating the curve, oddities, sleep deprivation, stormy weather, writers, writing

November 9, 2022

Pushing Buttons

I always aim to have something clever to say. Unfortunately, the thought never sticks inside my head long enough to make it to print. I worry if I’ll find myself recycling material or if I can keep up producing new stuff. That is likely a fear that constantly lingers and churns inside the minds of Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Introspection

authors, fanfiction, fiction, juliette lyst, updates, writers, writing

October 27, 2022

The Never-Ending Road

Were I to look back, even though I’ve said otherwise… I’m very grateful for how I got to be here. None of it was easy, at least not from the start. I still have doubts and question myself often. Yet… I’ve found more reason to smile of late. Maybe being in compliance with my treatments Continue reading

Introspection, mental health

anxiety, depression, fanfiction, mental illness, writing

October 17, 2022

It’s Not Too Late

Some of what I needed to do yesterday was accomplished today. I’m very happy about that. I’m a bit obsessive about how my cooking surfaces and utensils are, so I really appreciated the help in the kitchen. I dread the morning, when I have to get out the door early. Tonight, I feel pretty nice Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

day to day, fanfiction, writing

October 13, 2022

That’s The Way It Is

It really is. I’ve had a very exciting day today. Well… exciting for me. I had my normal meetings go off without a hitch, I managed to do a few of the many many chores on my list. My body unforutnatley prevented me from more. And, yunno – time constraints. Someone’s package was delivered to Continue reading

Day By Day

archiveofourown, fanfiction, juliette lyst, She-Hulk, Spider-Man, writing

September 24, 2022

Whisper Game

This is going to be one of those speed posts again. I’m fighting problems with my eyes, problems with my face and jaw, so I need to be hasty before I end up with problems with my hands. I’m elbow deep in Chapter 18 of “Navigating the Curve” at current. The explosive ‘surprise’ near the Continue reading

Hobbies, Introspection

art, fanfiction, jewelry, writers, writing

September 22, 2022

Lla Ta Gnihton Htiw

I’m not sure how my hands and fingers will feel at all soon, but I’m just happy to once again to be penning down something. I’m gonna go splurge with some cheese and apple and get more into Chapter 18. Gotta admit though, it can be difficult to get two or three ideas to fit Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Hobbies, Introspection

crafts, endurance, fanfiction, fanfiction.net, paint, Peter Parker, Spider-Man, writers

September 17, 2022

The More Things Change, The More They Stay The Same

I’m struggling. I really am. Between the new frames that I’m having more than a little problem with focusing through to my flagging energy reserves – I would describe my mood as being “testy”. But I’m too busy sleeping. I’m uncertain what this bodes for my future, with me struggling and straining to do basic Continue reading

Day By Day, Introspection

day to day, fanfiction, fibromyalgia, juliette lyst, sleep apnea, writing