fanfiction

October 25, 2023

Willing Fire

So, I took my anxiety medication last night… and the result was me sleeping for over 9 hours. The way I decided to take them was funny. I stood there, stared at my pills and acknowledge that I had nothing else to do the next day. And I needed to de-stress. The problem was that… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Introspection

fanfiction, updates, writing
October 16, 2023

Hunter

At times, I worry if I’m my own the crosshairs. I attempted to joke with one of my friends today. I think she was lost for a second. I do it often with my readers. My off-handed comment to her went along these lines: “Man, I hope that author decides to update. I’ve no honest… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Introspection

fanfiction, life in chaos, lists, plans, She-Hulk, Spider-Man, The Croods, updates, writing, X-Men
September 29, 2023

With All My Heart

What is this reality? The one where – under compulsion – I churned out 24 pages of a brand-new fanfiction in less than two days. In a completely different genre! I took a cleaner approach this time and printed out the work so I could edit it. Now… the problem with doing that for NtC… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

compulsions, fanfiction, life in chaos, plans, schedule, updates, writing
July 22, 2023

Continuum

I’m so confused right now. I was peeking at my ‘Literature’ folder and found much to my horror… that I had a second fanfic folder aside from the current one for ST:VOY. Wait… I just got an idea. I’ll combine the two of them. Or trail them? I’ve no clue if anyone knows that I… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

fanfiction, hobby, plans, schedule, updates, writing
July 1, 2023

The Moon Is Orange

I’m embarrassed to admit this… but I was so confused when I looked at my medication boxes today. I forgot that June only had 30 days and for some reason my brain said 31. My grandma always told me: “30 days has September, April, June and November. All the rest have 31 – except February… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

fanfiction, fatigue, humor in little things, life in chaos, schedule, updates, writing
April 10, 2023

Twisted Joints & Broken Promises

So… I’m pretty sure I wrenched my ankle just by being alive. Though I have been traveling up and down the stairs quite rapidly the last few days. Today, I decided to order out for lunch/dinner. I ended up finding a fantastic Dr. Quinn Medicine Woman fanfiction and it kept me so distracted that I… Continue reading

Introspection

family, fanfiction, life in chaos, updates, writers
April 2, 2023

Choice Of Dreams

I wish I could control my dreams. I really do… because my dreams last night turned into a nightmare. The kind of nightmare that when I finally woke up, I was relieved to find out that it was only a terrible, imagined experience. All awful fantasy. It made me come up short too… and reevaluate… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

chores, fanfic, fanfiction, stuff, updates, writers
March 3, 2023

HAHAHAHAHA!

I love Chicago. Don’t you? By that, I don’t mean the location, nor am I referring to the musical of the same name. Instead, I’m going through my catalogue of music by them. It’s funny in a way. Much of the music I enjoy the most come from the 1980s to early 2000s. Though, I… Continue reading

Check-In, Day By Day, Introspection, mental health, Non-Dabble Authory Dabbles

anxiety, bipolarism, cooking, depression, entertainment, fanfiction, fatigue, fibromyalgia, food, mental illness, music, sleep schedules, Spider-Man, writers, X-Men
March 2, 2023

I’ll Always Be Your Girl

Listening to music like this always makes me feel so happy. Just… to be happy. I don’t need a particular thing that I’m happy about really. Do I? Though the lyrics might have a lot to do with it. Unlike in the past, listening to music like this doesn’t make me feel so overwhelmingly lonely.… Continue reading

Introspection

art is fun, artwork, fanfiction, happiness, music, therapy, writers, writing
February 5, 2023

Faction Of The Frontline

Okay, I can most certainly call myself sleep deprived now. I was up for hours last night… or should I say THIS MORNING. Should I bold that? Maybe slap on additional font edits? Should I try to make it bigger so it all stands out? I’ll try it. On my end, of course, I can… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Introspection

archiveofourown, chores, fanfiction, fanfiction.net, sleep deprivation, Spider-Man, stuff, writers, writing