day to day
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Preparations
Something that I can say is a benefit of growing older… is learning to at least attempt to be prepared for particular trips. Even though I only will be away for just a few days, it’s important to have as I’ve been told… “Have all your “Is” dotted and your “Ts” crossed. I have breathing… Continue reading
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So Gassy Girl
So gassy… So many digestive issues… Swollen knees. Probably due to the sugar. I just found out that using full sugar in my tea totals 45 grams of sugar. So… back to Splenda I go… ~J. Lyst I keep struggling to remind myself to not use my actual initials. Today was okay, got lots of… Continue reading
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Spanish Guitar
So… I’ve frittered away the entire day, but I know what I’m suppose to do. But oh, I don’t want to. However, if I keep putting this off, I’ll be doing wrong by all of the changes in my life this year. Ignoring the internal changes will start bringing me down externally. To be fair… Continue reading
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A Fool For You
Tired. So very tired. My psychiatrist told me that taking my hydroxyzine is not voluntary to take… it’s mandatory. Hmm… Did I say that yesterday?? I’ve no clue. I took it early… but felt like fresh roadkill this morning. It was rough… I’ve been tired and dragging all day. I nearly fell asleep about twenty… Continue reading
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No Can Fix
I’m tired… So tired. All because of being angry. So angry. I want so badly to crack open this new notebook. I finally have a new orange notebook for “Catch & Release II,” and step 1 for me is not to start writing. Rather… I need to pen out my outline for it. I think… Continue reading
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I Do Swear
Today was so difficult… I was not expecting my day to be so difficult. It was hard to move before I went out and by the time I returned home… I was sore as can be. I sat down, fell backwards on the bed and felt soreness and heavy fatigue drop right on top of… Continue reading
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Justice
For many years now, I’ve found myself on the edge of a meltdown over how many times people are hurt. The criminals far too often get away with it. And… at times, the punishment is far below what should happen because of the severity of the crime. I’m bombarded daily with messages from the Ring… Continue reading