day to day
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…Anything…
I wish I could do more of anything. Barely got the energy and stamina to do what I currently do. It’s rough when you can hurt yourself just by stretching in bed… ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Oh Bother…
I’m so surprised… and a bit disappointed. All this time, I’ve mentioned OA in my author notes in my fanfics… Yet, I just realized that OA is not even posted on AO3. Well, chapters 1-12 require rewrites and revisions. Extensive ones. So, I suppose while I’m “posting” the fanfic… very slowly… on AO3, I’ll be… Continue reading
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Alls Noms That Ends Nom
I was trying to avoid eating so late. I also under normal circumstances have the meat I’ll be eating thawed out and ready to go. Didn’t happen today. Also got some super strange news about my body, and I now have a lot of appointments to schedule. I’m not happy about this. I hate being… Continue reading
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Recalibrating
I completely forgot that I was supposed to get a phone call from the doctor and not an in office visit today. Which means I ended up at the doctor’s office without an actual appointment. Now, the doctor still took me in and saw me regardless. She explained that my dosing schedule was throwing things… Continue reading
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1-2-3 HEAVE
Yup. Still very much manic. I want to get the cleaning stuff done already. My sinuses are 10x better when I dust and vacuum. Still dealing with racing thoughts… unfortunately. I keep promising myself that either I get a good night’s sleep or I’ll go and clean up the entire house. Then, I decide on… Continue reading
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Letters
Sometimes at night, I wonder… Actually, it’s fairly often. Can I be likeable, just for being me? I’ve lived for a long time where those who are rotten always seem to get ahead. They have a lot more friends… at times, way more money. Then, I sat back and wondered why I was questioning such… Continue reading
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Double-U Oh Double-U
What a day. I can’t complain much though. I did spend lots of time cleaning. Last night, I had to stop though… Started having chest pains, so had to lay down. I did some work in the back room today. The Cat Room, had a lot of stuff in it that didn’t belong in there,… Continue reading
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Blurry New World
Am extremely tired, rn. Doctor added additional medication à 2 try and counteract side effects from psychiatric meds. New meds making me sleepy & have me a bit disoriented. All I can say right now. Night! ~J. Lyst Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 