bipolarism
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Random Inklings
September 28, 2024 @ 10:59PM … Never thought I would see the day when I’d be happy to have a supply of prunes. Times are ‘a changing. — October 2, 2024 @ 1:12AM … Forgot this was here. Finally made gravy and yesterday stated that my day was boring. The whole day. Cos it was. Continue reading
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Irony… Thy Name Is Thee
Doing my chores. I wanna call it general laziness, because it’s really something I need to do. The main reason for the slump might be my mood dipping again. I’m trying to do better with taking my mood stabilizer on time. Along with the antidepressant in the day and my anxiety meds at night. Since Continue reading
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Is This Early?
That I wasn’t completely out of my mind, just sick from two different mental illnesses that parallel each other, then collide over and over again. Or maybe I am out of my mind… Sometimes, I feel like a stranger in my body. I probably need to talk to my psychiatrist again about that. https://healthmatters.nyp.org/understanding-difference-bipolar-borderline-personality-disorder I Continue reading
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Recalibrating
I completely forgot that I was supposed to get a phone call from the doctor and not an in office visit today. Which means I ended up at the doctor’s office without an actual appointment. Now, the doctor still took me in and saw me regardless. She explained that my dosing schedule was throwing things Continue reading
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1-2-3 HEAVE
Yup. Still very much manic. I want to get the cleaning stuff done already. My sinuses are 10x better when I dust and vacuum. Still dealing with racing thoughts… unfortunately. I keep promising myself that either I get a good night’s sleep or I’ll go and clean up the entire house. Then, I decide on Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know Continue reading
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What You Should Know
I’m not the nicest person. I’m very disappointed in myself. Often. I get frustrated when I slip up and make terrible mistakes. In the past, I was very vindictive. Recently, I nearly lost my temper on someone on the bus… because she was speaking about bipolarism. She said: “I’m sorry about my friend. She’s a Continue reading
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I Will Go Down With This Ship
Today’s title is courtesy of a line from one of my favorite Dido songs. So… I figured out around midnight why I was such a wreck on Friday. First, a terrible event occurs. Time passes and you start to come to terms with it… You learn to adapt and accept it. You have no choice Continue reading
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Stories With No One To Tell Them TO
Tonight, WordPress is being weird. I can log in and see if I have my browser docked to one size. Logged out, wordpress.com worked fine. Yikes. I apologize if I offended one of the WP coders. A happy – or maybe not depending – side effect of this medication is that my memory is really Continue reading
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Quinn
There are many instances where I’ve wanted to throw my hands up and say: “You know what? I quit!” Yet… due to circumstances that I technically control, I can’t do that. I can’t just abandon all the responsibilities I have. I can’t abandon my cat or my friends. I would say family too… but half Continue reading
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