being an adult
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Whisper Game
My phone rang repeatedly today. I promise that I’m not that popular. Once again, I got nothing done in my writing. To the surprise of no one. Not even myself. It’s fine. Fortunately, none of my close friends are my readers. In fact, most of them have no clue that I’m writer unless I mention Continue reading
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Honestly
“Call on me and I’ll be there for you. I’m a friend who always will be true.” It’s so good that I don’t propose massive goals on here. No need is announcing my embarrassment and shame on the internet. At least not in that regard. I already do enough to embarrass myself. However… my blog Continue reading
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Let’s Go For A Walk
Life has a weird way of lifting and hurling you into the stratosphere when you least expect it. Even though tomorrow was such a sad day… I plan on moving forward. I am doing my best to keep up with my friends. My family, not so much. I have all of them blocked and I Continue reading
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I’ve Got A Headache
No… but really. I got the idea for this particular blog post from a family member. My family members don’t get along with each other – at all. The constant clashing, conflicts and disputes are why I tend to keep some space between them and myself. It also helps that I live a state over. Continue reading
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Smells Like Bad Choices
I’m trying very hard these days to avoid putting myself in a bad situation. When I was younger – in my 20s – I was not the best at making decisions. Even in my early 30s, I wasn’t doing that well. I had problems even ordering food for myself without help. However, I’m trying hard Continue reading
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Wayward Paths
Today went well. Much better than I expected it to do. Unfortunately, I’m still not doing well in terms of having a normal bedtime. Tonight will be no different. Though I can take my gabapentin for the pain, I cannot take my hydroxyzine. I need to be awake. I have been too distracted this month Continue reading
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Work Smarter, Not Harder
At 11:21PM yesterday, I created this document – named it, and then left it for today’s use. When I do that, I often forget what the topic I was going to address. In this case, I remember quite clearly. I have brand new curtains, but some of them didn’t fit… I nearly sent all of Continue reading
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Lonely Streets
Today was full. That’s the only way I can really describe it. I believe I took all of my prescribed medication this morning. Just need to swallow down the evening meds. I’m enjoying (not really) doing simple things… like picking and choosing curtains. I never thought that I would be so hyper-focused on anything like Continue reading
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Heading The Right Way
I’m doing a bit better tonight… I think. I plan on doing my usual nighttime reading, and then shift it to the morning. It’s rough to do this sort of reading at nighttime and retain anything. It’s a mess… a hot one. It’s a main priority, so it’s awful that it gets done after my Continue reading