anxiety
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Push It
Time: 10:59PM Good news… first. Then the chaos. I got the scene I was so worried over penned out for chapter 18, so I should be able to smoothly incorporate it. My plan to use buckets and milk cartons to do my laundry was a success. The downsides? I ended up driving for who knows… Continue reading
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Stability
It normally takes two to dance the tango. I prefer to sit on the sidelines and watch. My stability, or lack thereof is a topic that I agonize over often. I’ve learned recently that I need to be able to drive on a more regular basis. It’s upsetting because as long as I take my… Continue reading
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Rude Awakenings
Why have I only now just realized I had two blogs titled “Happy Pills”? Yikes. I hope this one isn’t a repeat offender too. I don’t even know what to say. My morning started off rough. When your day begins with a nightmare that has you waking up in tears, you can tell the course… Continue reading
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To The Front of The Back
I had another idea in mind for my title. It was strange… less so than this. I’ve been trying to bolster my moods while I’m awake for some time. It’s quite difficult. One thing I’ve been digging into is music that I listened to during my childhood. One came up of course, and I had… Continue reading
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Dunce Caps & Drizzles
I don’t know how to describe my feelings right now. I’m stuck between a mixture of chagrin, nausea, frustration and yes – anxiety. I’ve been stupid, fooling myself into believing that I could very easily handle the first week of this month. The first week is always hard on me. There are bills that need… Continue reading
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Bubblegum Dreams
Everything has to pop, doesn’t it? If you don’t want to have more of a look at how disturbed my mind can be, you might want to look away from this blog post. If you do, you were warned. There has to be something said about your perspectives in many things. Because I deal with… Continue reading
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Summer Nights
Time: 11:04pm Date: July 2, 2022 This time, I wasn’t late for an update because I didn’t want to mention anything. I was in such a rush to get prepared for Friday morning and Saturday morning that I literally couldn’t sit down to write much at all. I enjoy the 1st Friday of the month,… Continue reading
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So Sick
I can round this month off by stating how utterly annoyed I am with myself at present. I thought I was done with wrestling with side-effects of these drugs, but no. No, that would make too much sense. Coming to an emotional and physical plateau would be fine. Too bad that I never seem to… Continue reading
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What A Drag
Time: 10:21pm. Music: Heart – Stranded I’m starting to feel excited in things again. I don’t want to take this feeling for granted. I wonder if the change is due to my pills or my family situation. Problems and stress with family, then the pain of ignored phone calls made me very depressed. I never… Continue reading
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