Introspection
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Sometimes Life?
Sometimes, being awake and alive can be boring to me. It’s not because I hate my life, but moreso that I’m so restricted in what I can do now. So there are not many things I can do for entertainment anymore. Social media is extremely boring. Like YT and TikToc, you keep scrolling, wasting time… Continue reading
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Work~In~Progress
That’s an excellent topic… and one I’m not entirely sure how to answer. My budgeting habits have never been the best, but now I’m trying to figure it out while dealing with a drastically reduced income. And I mean way down. I want to try to make a list of “needs” versus just “wants.” A… Continue reading
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Second Post And This Is My Option? LET’S GO!!
I wonder that myself. Many wonderful and many terrible things have happened to me. Hmm… I also suck at titles. And I am also very long-winded… Uh, situation dependent of course. Title(s): Click Open To View… I almost wish I had the mental fortitude to write an autobiography. But the entire world should not have… Continue reading
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Havin’ To Let Go
First… I’ll state that I feel terrible about what I’m about to write in this post. However, my feelings need to be laid bare… and I want to feel vindicated and respected. I’ve had many… and I do mean many conversations with friends who have explained what happened to me… It wasn’t good. One of… Continue reading
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Mmm. Smokey.
I’m a simple person. Plenty of land. Log cabin. Forest behind me, shallow river a few feet away and a body of water that leads to a waterfall about 30-50 feet away. No idea much of the furniture, seeing as I sometimes sleep on the floor. I’d love to have a garden. Would plant flowers… Continue reading
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It’s Complicated
It depends on what sort of news it is. I’m waiting for test results that should be delivered by tomorrow. No matter the result, I’m gonna need some time to myself for a few days. If it’s great, amazing and fantastic news, I’ll share it with the main person involved after I get myself together.… Continue reading
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Back, Then Forward?
The only hobby I did that with was writing. It’s the only long-standing hobby I have. I gave up on it for a few months, had a melt down and went right back to it. As a sidenote, I’ve returned to Ao3. JulietteLyst | Archive of Our Own And also to FF.net JulietteLyst | FanFiction… Continue reading
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ON! And On And On And On And On And ONNN
It varied for me. Since I was young, I’ve come to appreciate, hate, then appreciate my life again. I see each day as a gift instead of a punishment. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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They’re Gone…
I don’t have any favorite family traditions. Not anymore. I’ll explain… After my mother died, her side of the family in essence shut me out. No phone calls, no nothing. There’s always been some considerable distance on my dad’s side… so I don’t personally know much of their family. Over the years, as each person… Continue reading
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I’m About To Have The Craziest Redemption Story In The History Of Redemption Stories
… Once again, my impulsive decisions end up costing me. I have spent well over $200 at this point… to try and restore my old files for NtC. I want to resume writing that fanfic. What I should have done if I was having reservations…. Was download the files and set them aside for a… Continue reading
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