Introspection
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Balanced But Askew
Sometimes… I feel like I’m being punished for being honest. When I get asked: “How have you been?” and I have a rotten weekend, what am I supposed to say? “Oh, fine. Do not worry; everything was fine. I absolutely had no problems.” That’s not at all correct. I had so much anxiety rise up Continue reading
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The Saga Begins: Time Constraints
I have a feeling that sleep deprivation will soon be a close friend of mine. At least until I get more into the swing of things. Or maybe not. I was already battling fatigue before I got into this class. Now, struggling to keep both halves of myself working together is resulting in less hours Continue reading
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Missed Moments
Time: 10:45PM Date: July 19, 2021 It’s strange. I know that I have a problem, but the problem itself doesn’t seem nearly as big and scary as it was before. I know it’s not good that I’ve been so quiet, but I’ve struggled some days to keep going forward. To my friends, I smile, even Continue reading
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Bad Parts With Broken Pieces
Time: 10:24PM Date: July 12, 2021 Mood: Annoyed. I don’t know what to say. I have an entire post written that never saw the light of day. There were podcasts that were never recorded. Because I wasn’t certain that it would be of palatable substance. At the end of the day, I still continue to Continue reading
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Bitter Pills
Bitter Pills I can never seem to escape the drumming or ticking in my head. I was struck recently at how fast time is passing. Is it because I’m sleeping more? Am I more distracted? What is it? My mornings are usually so full that when night approaches, most of what I can do involves Continue reading
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Frustrations & Recovery
Hey there! Thank you so much for being patient with me. I know I haven’t been posting as of late. It’s not because I didn’t want to. More so, it’s because I couldn’t. In my last post to WordPress, I explained that I was beginning to feel disoriented. My last podcast was verbal only because Continue reading
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True Strengths
Time: Late Mood: Contemplative; Mildly Disoriented I’ve been thinking about what constitutes as strength for the past few days. This would be (in a few hours) day 5 on my newly increased dosage. My stomach problems haven’t yet increased (at least not too badly), but my sleeping pattern has grown worse. It makes sense now Continue reading
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