Introspection – Page 49

April 2, 2023

Choice Of Dreams

I wish I could control my dreams. I really do… because my dreams last night turned into a nightmare. The kind of nightmare that when I finally woke up, I was relieved to find out that it was only a terrible, imagined experience. All awful fantasy. It made me come up short too… and reevaluate Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

chores, fanfic, fanfiction, stuff, updates, writers

April 1, 2023

Admiring The Elements

My titles continue to grow stranger as time goes on. I’ve been thinking a lot tonight. About many things. My chores, my writings… Sometimes the frustration I feel over my own inactivity. I can’t describe it anything more than agitation with myself over my own reservations. I was also ridiculously lazy today. All because I Continue reading

Introspection, Non-Dabble Authory Dabbles

chores, schedule, sleep deprivation, writers

March 31, 2023

Leading Myself

I feel like I should hold myself in place so I cannot go anywhere. The exhaustion I felt yesterday seems like nothing when compared to what I’ve had to experience today. I ended up driving about 2 hours. Nearly straight with a break in the middle. My cat needed a trim… finally. After like nearly Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

chores, fatigue, laundry, sleep apnea, sleep deprivation, tired

March 30, 2023

Shelter At Nature

I am starting to really like this “random book generator”! It really does spit out fantastic suggestions. Granted, I have to cycle through it about 15 times in rapid succession, then double click where the name might be and that solves it! The up… post name… fixer… random enhancer ~ thingy. I’ve been dealing with Continue reading

Check-In, Day By Day, health, Introspection

doctors, frustrations, gut health, health problems, IBS, pain, physical health

March 28, 2023

Eyes On Me

I’m sitting here… yawning so wide that my jaw might crack rn. It’s bad. I fell asleep during a meeting today, which I struggled not to do. Then I got to visit with a very dear friend. It was so nice to see her. Apologies if the title is weird or repetitive. I got it Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

chores, cleaning, clothes, daily tasks, fatigue, friendship, writers

March 27, 2023

Why A Tuba

For some strange reason, whenever I see TV shows that depict bands from the 1800s… Well… y’know. Currently watching another episode of Dr. Quinn… and I’m very intrigued. I’ve been re-reading NtC chapters too. I tasted the idea of what I should include in the next chapter. I’m a little confused too. I’m sitting here Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

chores, disagreements, happiness, life journey, writers

March 26, 2023

And This Is Why I Excel At Failure

… I wish I could say it was a silly story… or just a made-up scenario. Unfortunately, I felt as if I was looking back at myself in time. I suppose the me that has already unpacked so much – with confidence – on my blog still has much to deal with. Things I thought Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

anger, authors, bipolarism, depression, fiction, mental illness, self awareness, self conscious, self worth, therapy, writers

March 25, 2023

Trials and Tribble~ations

I have a strong desire to watch “The Trouble With Tribbles” again. I have to admit those are the strangest creatures I’ve ever seen. They sort of remind me of tiny Pomeranians, but without the nose or eyeballs or mouth… legs or tail. They’re such a strange species. Of course, I might be distracted in Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

chores, entertainment, fanfic, updates

March 24, 2023

Flowers In The Clouds

I think I’m doing it… Maybe… Maybe not? Despite all of that, I really am trying hard. I have worried myself sick over little things. I know that I get obsessive about songs and reaction videos. Currently, I’m obsessing over Dimash, and his insane vocal range. … And Tommy Johansson’s performances. I really like how Continue reading

Hobbies, Introspection

entertainment, hobby, lists, music, writers, writing, YouTube

March 23, 2023

Future Of The Forsaken

I finally found a song I’ve been looking for. Unintentionally. Backstory: I enjoy watching couple or family YT channels, but one of them did a very interesting video with this particular song. I think it was detailing how his dog had started snuggling his wife and ignoring him. So, he took a super sweet video Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

fibromyalgia, Jeri Ryan, lists, muscle pain, music, schedule, sleep deprivation, Star Trek, writers