Introspection
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A-N-G-E-R
Ohh, let me count the ways. I think the best way to describe my mood right now is irritated, agitated, sad… furious and grumpy. I’m angry. It was pretty bad earlier. I was screaming in the basement about what I was going to do. Do as much of one lesson as I can, then plot… Continue reading
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Constant Craving
I’m always always hungry. It’s a nightmare. Between food addiction or an eating disorder… I’m not sure which is worse. I unfortunately have both. This particular blog title is on brand… at least I think so. My doctor recently put me on prednisone. To help my lungs. Now, I’ve been on it before… but right… Continue reading
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Side Plockets
For the second night in a row… in a very long time, I’m playing the Sims. Since Iv’e pretty much earned myself some shin splints. At least I think that’s what they’re called. It’s my fault for constantly trying to rush through my chores by running up and down the stairs. So now I have… Continue reading
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Pilots And Blacksmiths
I’m staring at my curtains and asking myself a lot of questions. While it was great that I finally pulled off the horrid tannish/brown things that had been there for decades… I’m not joking about that. I also revealed a very nice set of sheer curtains. Now, it looks like my background glows in the… Continue reading
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Ici
Right now, I’m working on unkinking my shoulders and neck. I’ve done an excessive amount of running around today. Not as much as yesterday. My legs still feel the aftereffects of so much running. Up, down, and around. My back has also been hurting me all day. I’ve been dealing a lot with fighting cravings.… Continue reading
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Crossroads
Some days, I feel like I’m racing against the clock. I managed to accomplish so much… but I have to admit, doing the laundry wore me down so m much it’s unreal… I feel terrible because I didn’t finish all I wanted to, however… I did get a lot done. Sadly, my bedroom and office… Continue reading
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Choice Of Stone
I suppose I should go back to the beginning a bit. I remember that I began this blog as a means to draw attention to my YouTube pages and point people to my social media accounts. Then, as most things in my life, I became overwhelmed. I took a huge step backwards. And I retreated… Continue reading
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Exclusive Upgrade For You
Accidentally spilled my dinner tonight. I wanted to cry. I spent quite a bit of time tinkering so I was hungry and decided to go and risk it and spend the dinero on some delicious Chinese takeout. I swear… I am extremely fussy and picky, especially when it comes to eating out or trying something… Continue reading
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Bring Your Fancy
Today’s blog title is brought to you by my inability to hear things properly. The correct quote is: “We’re gonna get fancy now.” The mistake was my fault though… I wasn’t looking at the captions. Explaining my use of them to family has… never gone well. One – the same one that always causes drama… Continue reading
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I Will Remember You
What is my seat of motivation? Where is the well that I draw from daily? I’m not exactly sure. All I know is that I have a much stronger desire to live than I have before. Even though my days can be tiring, I still enjoy what I’m able to do… Everyday. Even on days… Continue reading
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