Introspection
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Bring Your Fancy
Today’s blog title is brought to you by my inability to hear things properly. The correct quote is: “We’re gonna get fancy now.” The mistake was my fault though… I wasn’t looking at the captions. Explaining my use of them to family has… never gone well. One – the same one that always causes drama Continue reading
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I Will Remember You
What is my seat of motivation? Where is the well that I draw from daily? I’m not exactly sure. All I know is that I have a much stronger desire to live than I have before. Even though my days can be tiring, I still enjoy what I’m able to do… Everyday. Even on days Continue reading
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Dogs And Cats
I feel like I’ve been running on a wheel today, like a hamster. I have mixed feelings about that. While I think hamsters are cute, I don’t want to get too close. Years ago, I had one jump out of his cage and sink his teeth into my finger. The guinea pigs never did that. Continue reading
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Flee To The Fire
“Out of the frying pan into the fire,” is most certainly an old phrase. What happens, however… if you throw yourself further into the fire? Most people would like to avoid sinking themselves deeper into a problem… because it hurts. As much as I don’t like adversity… I’ve ben trying to push myself just a Continue reading
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Sorrowful Torment
One of my close friends died today. I am not sure what else I can say beyond that. I am grateful that she is not suffering anymore, but it does not make her loss any less painful. Thankfully, she can rest in peace now. Without being so sick and in pain all the time. I Continue reading
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Concepts With Silver
I still have days when my mood goes down. What I like so much about my mood stabilizer is that I can’t go down but so far. I never linger there. It’s very nice… a wonderful change from what I’m used to. I’m still getting used to having clarity of thought. While I’m still fretting Continue reading
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I’m not even sure what to say right now. I’m racing through my chore list tonight… all because I want to be able to write something… anything. I’m beginning to feel an itching sensation inside my skull. It’s hard to explain… but it’s powerful. It’s a compulsion. I want to put my hands down and Continue reading
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The Stronghold Pacifist
The definitions of a stronghold are: I’ve been told fairly often that my ideas or opinions make no sense. I’ve also been accused of being a soft pacifist. These words have been used to dismiss anything I say. Almost immediately, things I know are always dismissed as nothing. The definitions of pacifist are: Want to Continue reading
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12 O’Clock On The Dot
@ 12:07PM @ 4:42PM @ 11:17PM Sometimes… I wonder if all of that is just wasting time. If something happens to me or I must leave – all of those ‘memories’ will be left behind. Probably the cat will be left as well. I have a bunch of tasks to do, but they can all Continue reading
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