Introspection
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Just Hold On
A friend of mine mentioned earlier today that this year is almost over. I mumbled something about getting older, which I am. Oh, so much older. I don’t even remember if I mentioned this on my blog, but you do come to a point when you’ll say something was ‘a few years ago,’ and that Continue reading
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It’s So Sorry
My entire day was consumed with sleepiness. I had a whole list of things to do… and couldn’t do anything except dishes. I was so tired. It was rough. I’ve no clue why that happened. Maybe due to my anti-anxiety medication mixed with the meds for my nerve pain?? I have heard that Gabapentin does Continue reading
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Heavy
Sadly, my head feels like the title of this blog post. It’s probably due to poor eating and excessive fatigue. When discussing ways to combat worsening depression symptoms, a proper diet, exercise, and enough sleep were listed. Not as number 2 or 3, but number 1 in terms of helping. I’m still trying to balance Continue reading
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Woe
I knew something was wrong when my desire to sleep was stronger than my desire to update my blog tonight. I have a notebook labeled ‘Days,’ and I’ve been using it to log what I did over the course of the day. Why am I doing this? Because otherwise I won’t remember. Instead of my Continue reading
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I Do Swear
Today was so difficult… I was not expecting my day to be so difficult. It was hard to move before I went out and by the time I returned home… I was sore as can be. I sat down, fell backwards on the bed and felt soreness and heavy fatigue drop right on top of Continue reading
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It’s Fine To Make Mistakes – You’re Only Human
Burning. On fire. Aching. Stabbing pain. Extreme fatigue. This is what I’ve experienced today. I’m not sure if it’s due to the cold or that my fibromyalgia is getting worse. Probably the latter. I’ve been struggling so much just trying to travel up and down the stairs today. My back and ribs hurt so much. Continue reading
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When Out Of Rome…
We do what we wanna do. I’m trying to navigate this whole thing… logging my day and stuff by hand. It’s so strange. But my memory loss is becoming this scary thing that I don’t think I’ll be able to easily come to terms with. I’m uncertain if I’m suffering from the beginning of a Continue reading
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