Introspection
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Depends
Does this require a list? Animals, plants, sunrises, sunsets, space & constellations, chocolate, baking, vintage 90s TV shows, 80s hair bands, classic literature… etc. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Hey! J – J – JADED
@ 12:14AM – Sometimes I’m so miserable that I don’t see a way out from this. The constant pain… it’s just unreal. I was supposed to stay up a bit later, but let’s be honest here… I have no energy to stay up longer. Just like I’ve barely had any energy to do much at Continue reading
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No Proper Places
Still trying to come to terms with my current situation. It’s odd… frustrating even. I get used to one issue (or major problem depending on my interpretation)… only for another more troubling problem to rear its very ugly head. I feel so anxious and stressed… worried about the possibility of surgeries or additional medications. Because Continue reading
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So Many Of These…
I’ve unfortunately had many instances on the road, one in which a guy swerved in front of me and jumped out his car. Dude was mad because I cut him off when he decided to go straight in a lane that was turn only. I should have flagged down a police officer. Had I been Continue reading
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Recessions In Progression
I feel like I’ve taken like 13 steps backwards. I’m struggling to balance bills, but to keep my house in order and clean, I have to purchase supplies. I’m working overtime to try and organize the basement. There are things that need to leave the house. I’ve been told to hang on to these typewriters. Continue reading
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Where Has Gone My Dignity
It’s funny. When you don’t think you need it, you have it. When you need it, it’s illusive. I’m looking for it and vestiges of my sanity tonight. I explained to a friend that I was trying to get a lot done here. We ended up in a 2 hour phone call. Which means that Continue reading
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Reading Glasses
So, still struggling. I bounced between French and Arabic again. I’m so glad that I have notebooks for each. Fortunately, I’m using two very different branches of software to learn. I am trying to challenge my brain somehow, so that’s why I’m doing this. I’m starting to scritch my head with the Arabic, because when Continue reading
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Tongue Twisters
So… funny story. I’m still working on those two languages. I do one lesson at a time, then sit back and scratch my head. I have two entirely different styles here. In French, I still recognize the letters, though there are lots of accents. However, in Arabic… I have no idea what I’m doing. I’m Continue reading
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Learning Circles
Funny how life goes, innit? I’m sitting here, looking over my lesson for tonight and trying not to cry. Why I decided to learn this language… I’ve no honest clue. All I know is that I will probably need a pencil to write out the letters. Words… And letter. None of this is remotely readable Continue reading
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