health
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Closer Together
No walk tonight, but was on point with my eating, which is fantastic. It was so annoying to count each and every single calorie today. Drove me nuts. I wanted to start biting into the side of my fridge today. I had a very big breakfast, but it was super healthy too. My lunch was Continue reading
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Alls Noms That Ends Nom
I was trying to avoid eating so late. I also under normal circumstances have the meat I’ll be eating thawed out and ready to go. Didn’t happen today. Also got some super strange news about my body, and I now have a lot of appointments to schedule. I’m not happy about this. I hate being Continue reading
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Brokering For Beagles
Today’s title is based on one particular dog that I miss very much… Such a sweetheart. The muscle relaxant I was given to help with my jaw seemed to irritate my spine. One of those I need a lot more than the other to write properly. I can always puree my food if it gets Continue reading
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Muted Day
it’s been very quiet today. Mostly because I slept most of the day. I think I slept for about twelve hours. I have to be willing to acknowledge this… My recovery from whatever happened monday evening is taking longer than I thought it would. Of course if we’re honest all things consider I am a Continue reading
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Bleeps
been a weird day. Weird night too. Ended up in ER with dizziness, disorientation, inability to walk straight and slurred speech. tests are inconclusive. definitely was told it wasn’t a stroke. They aren’t sure what it is. speech back to normal, along with ability to walk and stans without being disoriented. ~ J. Lyst I Continue reading
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Recharge
I’m trying hard not to think about what it means if my bloodwork shows evidence of muscle breakdown. Some of the possibilities are very detrimental to my overall health. I don’t like this – the constant sensation of feeling so tired and weak. One thing I do know is that I have got to find Continue reading
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It’s Fine To Make Mistakes – You’re Only Human
Burning. On fire. Aching. Stabbing pain. Extreme fatigue. This is what I’ve experienced today. I’m not sure if it’s due to the cold or that my fibromyalgia is getting worse. Probably the latter. I’ve been struggling so much just trying to travel up and down the stairs today. My back and ribs hurt so much. Continue reading
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I Can’t Keep Falling
Few hours ago, I scared myself half to death. I had a weird feeling that I’d forgotten to blog – to get my thoughts out. Then I had the irrational desire to see how I could reset my post count on WordPress. Then I had a nightmare that I was in some feedback loop. Then Continue reading
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