misslyst
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Heavy
Sadly, my head feels like the title of this blog post. It’s probably due to poor eating and excessive fatigue. When discussing ways to combat worsening depression symptoms, a proper diet, exercise, and enough sleep were listed. Not as number 2 or 3, but number 1 in terms of helping. I’m still trying to balance… Continue reading
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Woe
I knew something was wrong when my desire to sleep was stronger than my desire to update my blog tonight. I have a notebook labeled ‘Days,’ and I’ve been using it to log what I did over the course of the day. Why am I doing this? Because otherwise I won’t remember. Instead of my… Continue reading
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I Do Swear
Today was so difficult… I was not expecting my day to be so difficult. It was hard to move before I went out and by the time I returned home… I was sore as can be. I sat down, fell backwards on the bed and felt soreness and heavy fatigue drop right on top of… Continue reading
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It’s Fine To Make Mistakes – You’re Only Human
Burning. On fire. Aching. Stabbing pain. Extreme fatigue. This is what I’ve experienced today. I’m not sure if it’s due to the cold or that my fibromyalgia is getting worse. Probably the latter. I’ve been struggling so much just trying to travel up and down the stairs today. My back and ribs hurt so much.… Continue reading
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When Out Of Rome…
We do what we wanna do. I’m trying to navigate this whole thing… logging my day and stuff by hand. It’s so strange. But my memory loss is becoming this scary thing that I don’t think I’ll be able to easily come to terms with. I’m uncertain if I’m suffering from the beginning of a… Continue reading
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Timeless
There was a time, quite some a while back really… where I could easily look back a few days or some months and remember what happened. Over time, that ability has gradually dwindled without notice until a friend of mine asked me how my week was going so far. After confirming – for the third… Continue reading
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Love
Maybe I’m obsessed with it? I don’t know… but I do like sappy, fluffy stories. Full of sap. It’s so sticky in fact that I sometimes struggle to write drama or anything really hard-hitting. I don’t think I’ve ever written anything that extreme… or at least I didn’t think I had. Recently, I stumbled on… Continue reading
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Wisdom
I’m tired. Like really tired. I dislike feeling like this, but it’s part of my life. A painful and frustrating part. Since I’ve drawn a bit into myself, I haven’t been cleaning up like I should. Got quite a bit done in the cat room and my bedroom/office today. I’m overjoyed about that. However, there’s… Continue reading
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No Cause For Concern
One day at a time. That’s how I’m trying to go about my days now. Part of today involved me lying stretched out with the cats right near me. Which was fine… until the kitten stepped in the wrong spot on me. Much yelping occurred and now she’s giving me a bit of space. As… Continue reading
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