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Today’s blog post title is curtesy of the reading on my Fitbit. All I did today was visit the doctor, get two packages, then chores. Granted, I parked and mainly walked the distance of maybe half a mile with the prior errands. I’m starting to feel rejuvenated—thank goodness for that! My psychiatrist was very angry… Continue reading
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Dot dot dot
nearly got zilch done. and of course, forgot my writing again! 😭 ~JLyst Continue reading
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I Will Go Down With This Ship
Today’s title is courtesy of a line from one of my favorite Dido songs. So… I figured out around midnight why I was such a wreck on Friday. First, a terrible event occurs. Time passes and you start to come to terms with it… You learn to adapt and accept it. You have no choice… Continue reading
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One Moment In Time
This must be one of the worst days I’ve had since this year started. It’s not because of someone else being rude or cruel to me. It’s not because of being sick and in pain all day—which I was. Instead, it is because my mental state seemingly deteriorated over the course of the day. It… Continue reading
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You’ve Lost That Burning Feeling
I don’t think I’ve hurt all over this bad in… quite some time. The temperature’s been fluctuating so much here that my fibromyalgia is acting out to an extreme degree. I was laying in bed for most of the day because I hurt so badly. I’ve joined NanoWrimo, primarily for NtC and C&R II. Got… Continue reading
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Gray Twilight
Sometimes failure isn’t exactly a bad thing. Take today for example. I failed to pen out my workout regimen, however, I started verbalizing what I need to eat over the course of the day. It’s not news that I speak out loud to myself… or maybe it is. I believe it’s a coping mechanism for… Continue reading
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Recharge
I’m trying hard not to think about what it means if my bloodwork shows evidence of muscle breakdown. Some of the possibilities are very detrimental to my overall health. I don’t like this – the constant sensation of feeling so tired and weak. One thing I do know is that I have got to find… Continue reading
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Come Back And Play Now!
I had to struggle so much to get the basics done. I never did finish that second assignment, and I hope to get it done Sunday evening. Technically, I haven’t started it yet, but we’ll keep it at “did not complete,’ because I did not complete it. I don’t hurt as much as I assumed… Continue reading