misslyst
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On The Mend
Sooo tired today! Had to visit pulmonologist today. I saw two of them… and the second suggested that I get rid of my little kitten. He also suggested I should see if anyone would take the older cat. I’m frustrated and upset. He kept talking about how my lungs were supposed to last another 50… Continue reading
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A Long Drive, Two Times
Feeling disoriented today. Doctor sent me a prescription for a new medication. The sensation I get, suddenly feeling heat in the back of my head… only to feel it travel down to all my limbs… It’s so strange. The new medication I’m on is supposed to help control the tremors I’ve developed in my hands.… Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know… Continue reading
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Hyped Off A Feeling
For the longest time, I’ve wondered and dreamt about what it would be like if I could build my own home. I got hooked into the Sims 4 back in 2019 after my surgery since I figured I could at least drown out my feelings in the game. Well, now I still wonder what it… Continue reading
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I Totally Forgot What I Was Going To Call This, So Sorry
nausea. the one horrible thing in my life that I have problems avoiding. I’m back to watching the tiny home videos and back to wondering if I can pull that off in thr Sims 4. cat has an appointment in the AM, and I am trying ro get stuff done for tonight in the house.… Continue reading
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Break Off the Z’s
I need a break from constantly bring tired. It doesn’t matter how long I’ve slept. 8 hours, 9 hours, 12 hours I’ve slept in a day… I’m still bone tired within 2 hours and want to go back to bed. So yeah. Need a break from THAT. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Mobliey Noms
Wild day… exhausting night. Doc worries that the psych meds she put me on caused that event. The one that we thought was a stroke. Now am baking a fresh batch of crackers. More tomorrow. ~ J. Lyst Continue reading
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So Simple, Yet So Sad
I wake up with minimal pain, am able to eat and drink without a problem. Am able to take my meds on time and don’t choke on them. I can be happy that I did not hear one ambulance or police car racing down the street, sirens blasting. There are no news reports of anyone… Continue reading
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Incapable Of Innocence
You come to know how bad things are… when you pray in gratitude for making it into your home. Which is exactly what I did tonight. I thanked God Almighty that I was able to get into my home safe and sound. I’ve felt tired and ill most of the day, so I delayed taking… Continue reading
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