misslyst
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Bleh
day is already off to a rough start… ~ J. Lyst Continue reading
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Basking
Today was rough, to put it lightly. I was plagued with stabbing pain in my left calf and lower thigh for most of the day. Along with stabbing intestinal pain. It was so bad that I had to order my groceries. This time, I wasn’t as stupid and didn’t order via Amazon. Sure, Instacart costs… Continue reading
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Closer Together
No walk tonight, but was on point with my eating, which is fantastic. It was so annoying to count each and every single calorie today. Drove me nuts. I wanted to start biting into the side of my fridge today. I had a very big breakfast, but it was super healthy too. My lunch was… Continue reading
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Uhh… Hahaha! Ohh dear…
Soo… my middle name is actually “Aurelia,” which means “the golden one.” Now that’s hilarious because my mother argued with different family members that I was the golden child and the chosen one… She was very competitive with me. My early relationship with her was more like siblings who hated each other. Literally. It didn’t… Continue reading
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Oh Bother…
I’m so surprised… and a bit disappointed. All this time, I’ve mentioned OA in my author notes in my fanfics… Yet, I just realized that OA is not even posted on AO3. Well, chapters 1-12 require rewrites and revisions. Extensive ones. So, I suppose while I’m “posting” the fanfic… very slowly… on AO3, I’ll be… Continue reading
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Is This Early?
That I wasn’t completely out of my mind, just sick from two different mental illnesses that parallel each other, then collide over and over again. Or maybe I am out of my mind… Sometimes, I feel like a stranger in my body. I probably need to talk to my psychiatrist again about that. https://healthmatters.nyp.org/understanding-difference-bipolar-borderline-personality-disorder I… Continue reading
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It Really Hurts
There’s a slew of them asked by different people, but all tied to a single theme. “Are you pregnant?” “Have you ever been pregnant?” “Are you planning to get pregnant?” “Do you have any children?” “Do you want to have children someday?” Doctor’s visits, meeting new people… It just goes on and on. I used… Continue reading
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Looking Back
Today was a bit rougher than I expected. I was trying to schedule doctor’s appointments and referrals… and I started getting disoriented and forgetting things. It’s upsetting. In mind, I had a mental picture of this very tasty food I like that has cabbage, carrots, and this creamy white sauce. Yet… It took me five… Continue reading
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Alls Noms That Ends Nom
I was trying to avoid eating so late. I also under normal circumstances have the meat I’ll be eating thawed out and ready to go. Didn’t happen today. Also got some super strange news about my body, and I now have a lot of appointments to schedule. I’m not happy about this. I hate being… Continue reading
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But To The Whole Family
Currently watching an episode of “Intervention.” Many of the cases on here are so sad. Some have people that I’m a bit on the fence about. Mostly because of their behavior. The behaviors are horrible in many cases… but it’s due to the addiction. It makes me frustrated when I think about my own issues,… Continue reading
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