misslyst
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Chains…
How do I start this? I have no clue really. Most of my blog posts are stream of consciousness. I’m also a bit frustrated right now because I need clean clothes. I can’t use my washing machine because it makes my water bill ridiculously high. I feel like I’m handcuffed into paying steadily increasing utility… Continue reading
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Où es-tu?
I’m sleepy. It’s been a ridiculously long day. I didn’t take both of my pills last night, so I was strung higher than a kite until around 8AM this morning. Understandably… that’s not at all healthy. It was so so stupid. I got sucked into those text messaging videos. The ones that have those ridiculous… Continue reading
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Alone
So, got news. I finished “Perspectives” in one day. That’s the good news. The bad news is that most of my day is now gone. I had nothing but grilled cheese for dinner. I’d debated ordering via GrubHub for food, but decided against it. I honestly can’t afford to order through them. I also can’t… Continue reading
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Broken Within
How many of us hide under a pretty shell? I suffered from an existential crisis at one point. For some people, they might have a brief period of time not understanding themselves, right? Except my questions lingered for over a decade. From Fifteen to Twenty-Five – I questioned myself. Why am I here? What am… Continue reading
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The Pitfalls Of Dependency
This post is partially NSFW near the bottom. You have been warned. I had a different idea for my title today. Potential options will be included below… somewhere. I chose otherwise because I just found what I wrote this morning, while waiting to see my psychiatrist. It went like this: “@10:10am today. I forgot where… Continue reading
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That’s The Way It Is
It really is. I’ve had a very exciting day today. Well… exciting for me. I had my normal meetings go off without a hitch, I managed to do a few of the many many chores on my list. My body unforutnatley prevented me from more. And, yunno – time constraints. Someone’s package was delivered to… Continue reading
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Different Stripes
People are funny. Or maybe it’s just me. Terrible things keep happening, and now all I can do is laugh about it. Today, I suffered from being so “hyper” active yesterday. I slept very little, then struggled to get out of bed. One of my friends told me that was caused by the fibromyalgia –… Continue reading
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Same Old Song
Dance too. I’m sitting here, going over Episode 3 of “There Must Be Happy Endings”. This is after taking a peek at Episode of 26 of “Maybe Meant To Be”. In the latter one, I really feel for Mincheol. He’s quite an adorable dweeb. Jia on the other hand… is more than a little annoying.… Continue reading
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Finding Myself Again
I’m at one of those easy and relaxed periods right now. I had a wonderful call with a friend and explained to her that I wanted to get rid of my old piano. It’s going unused though. It’s a wonderfully, beautifully old piece of display furniture basically. It’s doing nothing but taking up space. If… Continue reading
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