misslyst
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My Brain Is Not Working
It’s both amusing and sad that I just spent nearly twenty seconds blowing raspberries at open air. Today hasn’t been that bad. I worried that without constantly having medication pumped into me for anxiety that I would end up having to deal with racing thoughts. Fortunately, that has proven to not be the case. So… Continue reading
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Heat
It’s hot tonight. I’m uncertain if it’s because of what I’ve done today. Maybe I’ve had more than usual to eat? Either way – tomorrow – I hope it feels better. Maybe I’m feeling the affects of racing from the basement to upstairs and then back down to the basement? That could be it too.… Continue reading
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Flattery
The day started wrong for me. Instead of getting the wonderfully long sleep I had planned out, I ended up getting a call early in the morning. I had to explain that it’s difficult for me to sleep after the sun is up – so my chances of having a decent night’s rest were dashed.… Continue reading
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Deep Dive
Today was a long one. I had to get evaluated for PT. My body is a pain in my backside. Almost literally. I had to go and ride the bus to get there, so I needed help from my friend to do the traveling. She told me that the directions I had were off. My… Continue reading
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Mini-GoGoGo
Even though it’s running a bit close to the clock, I just wanted to note that if I have a miniature post like this, I won’t bother doing a podcast of it. Considering I speak so fast, I could read all of this in about thirty seconds at the most. If you want to hear… Continue reading
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Tired As You Are
Fatigue clings to me some days like a wet blanket. Especially when it’s a day like today when all I wanted to do was just sleep. Unfortunately, I had a slew of strange daymares that had me springing up out of sleep, only to go right back to sleep again. I needed to attend a… Continue reading
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The Never-Ending Road
Were I to look back, even though I’ve said otherwise… I’m very grateful for how I got to be here. None of it was easy, at least not from the start. I still have doubts and question myself often. Yet… I’ve found more reason to smile of late. Maybe being in compliance with my treatments… Continue reading