Tuesday
Somewhat Cloudy
8/26/2025
9:47am-9:58pm
Not sure what I should say. I have an infuser full of Dragon Pearl tea… and an entire house that needs cleaning.
I have a state of mind to try and focus on.
I feel a bit sad.
Found old pictures of my cat Jeri.
She was with me through a lot.
The end of a terrible relationship, the loss of grandad’s sister… then to the loss of my maternal grandfather and paternal grandmother.
Same Year… 2012. Same year dad hit on me.
She was there when I got the hysterectomy, the loss of my mother the same year… 2019.
Then… the SAME year, finding out my place of business was closing.
2019 was terrible.
Then 2020 started off with news of some strange virus coming out of China.
Then I got laid off.
And I got a new job.
Hadn’t been working two weeks before my dad and aunt nearly died in a car wreck.
I juggled working and caring for them.
Got sick. Left that lob. This was after stuff was shut down.
Unemployment and job searches.
Was physically and mentally deteriorating…
Wanted to kill myself in 2021, got a psychiatrist.
And so on and so on…
Jeri died…
Do I regret my life?
Sometimes that is a question that pops up into mind.
~J.
Hey, Miss J! 
Your Thoughts?