Currently in the midst of a whole lot of paperwork and a whole lot of pressure.
I’m back to talking to my dad on a more regular basis… and for several days now, my aunt has been in the hospital fighting a triad. Urinary tract infection, kidney infection and septicemia. I told my dad today that they need to figure out what to do if she can’t come home soon.
In the past, I always strained and stretched myself out to help. By stretched, I was also working a mentally taxing job along with running back and forth from their home to mine.
I did that for six months.
… And I was all alone.
Can’t do that now. Just explained to my dad that it’s going to be a “non-reality” for me to step in within any capacity.
My physical and mental health have deteriorated due to earlier neglect, and I literally can’t be bothered or even take the time to deal with them and my own problems.
New problems? Affording life insurance, death arrangements, handling a brand new will and medical power of attorney.
… So…
On a better note, I’m looking at NtC and C&R, and I am eager to get back to working on Chapter 24 of NtC. I also need to start planning the next chapter for C&R III.
It’s a whooole series.
That’s it.
~J. Lyst
I.HATE.BEING.AN.ADULT!
Hey, Miss J! 
Your Thoughts?